Chapter 31: Chapter 31: Bad Choices

Dear Diary

Nervous.

It's the word I have chosen for the day to explain how I feel.

Even though Mary had explained to me that she wouldn't be able to see me until I got back to Boise State due to her going away to her daughters for Thanksgiving, I wanted to still honor our tradition.

Mary would have asked me to pick a word, just one-word that best describes how I felt so far.

Nervous.

I know she would proceed to explain to me how normal it is to feel this specific way, but I personally hate it. My body is achy, my head is pounding, and I swear I have gotten up to go to the bathroom about ten times in the last ten minutes at no avail.