Chapter 7: Thought 7-Feel my Suffocation, Beautiful Sensation

Have you ever jumped in a pool or gone to the beach and just fell? Let all your breath out and just fall to the bottom? I don't know what it is about falling to the bottom with no breath remaining, but sometimes it just feels right. The sensation in my chest, it's not like I'm suffocating, it's like my body is finally at peace, comfortable. It's a unique sensation, when you come so close to death you can just look back on life and see so much more than you did before. Then, with the final breath, you can just let it all out. Release all your troubles into the water, and let the water come in to breathe new life into you. What a beautiful sensation it is.