It makes me sad, to think you might remember me. To think that you remember my lips, to think you remember my touch. To think you remember all the dates out and the nights we stayed in. To think you'll remember all the times I layed in your arms and cried because I was scared of losing you. To think you'll remember the times you held me and wordlessly told me everything would be alright.
It hurts.
But what if you forgot? What if you forgot all the times we spent together. What if every kiss fled from your mind the moment I wasnt in sight. What if I was just someone you used to satisfy yourself. What if I was just someone who didn't matter as soon as i was gone. I cant stand thinking about it.
It hurts.
But whether you were just using me, or you genuinely love me and miss me. It hurts, no matter what, to not be by your side.