Chapter 6: Chapter 6
POV Fedel*****
You stole my heart whatever I do and wherever I go, I can't stop loving you.
A letter from your secret admirer.
A piece of paper fold into half and a poem inside of it.
Are you sure Fedel? Sarah.
Sarah was actually persistent asking me since this morning, however even if how far it will go, I will stand for it even if I'm not sure if it would go beyond the way I had imagine it will be.
"Yes". The moment she bumped on me, was the same moment my heart falls to her.
She is the type of a girl I forever cherished with my life. I'll promise not to hurt her.
It was a mixed feeling of emotions. This kind of happiness and at the same time fear inside me really hinders the courage I have right here for her.
"Are you sure about it?" Sarah exclaimed, because I'm sure you knew already what will happen if you hurt her. I value her, much as I value you as my cousin, with that serious type mood.
So please don't ever- ever hurt her.
She's trying to at ease the feeling I have right here. She might be afraid I'll hurt her, she really cares, she do. And seeing her acting like that was one thing made me believe that I should be that lucky man for her, someone who will protect her.
I won't gonna do that I promised.
And now trying to hold that words of mine, keeping her is my first and last thing I'm gonna do my whole life.
"Good luck". Sarah was pointing her fingers signing me off to Isabella's locker. She was happy, I knew it.
POV Isabella***
I have to go back to my locker, I forgot to bring my book earlier which supposedly the one I will be using on my next subject.
As I opened my locker I saw a piece of paper folded into halves,with a red rose on it.
I roam my eyes around, hoping I might found the person behind this letter.
And as I opened it. I was just amazed on how the first word was written. It was quiet interesting yet I can't explain how someone just effortlessly written this letter.
It was nice!
I don't know what it means. But I guess it is -deeper than what it means.
just until I saw these..
Isabella --
You stole my heart whatever I do and wherever I go, I can't stop loving you.
From:
Your Secret Admirer.
That was the first time I feel how crushes and puppy love goes by. I mean at this age where crushes and puppy loves are normal in my generation, although
I still didn't encounter what true love is really all about or even how those butterflies feels then inside my stomach, just until today, I have never experienced this before. I'm glad someone had the courage to do so. I run as quickly as I could, can't make myself calm, simply because finally I know how it feels now.
LIBRARY ****
Whoever you are, thank you.
I was just sitting in the library and restrain imagining on how this emotion excites me.
After a long way of provoking myself from people like Fedel.
Finally, someone has a good strong fighting spirit had the idea of sending a letter with not so lady like me, even my classmates won't believe it.
I realized that love is setting in motion, I mean that feeling having a peaceful mind and excitement.
I was completely out of my focus, didn't even noticed Sarah had came in to the Library and grab me outside without hesitation.
Are you free tonight? She's asking me with that full excitement!
Why? I was curious of how she looks today. She looks like she won the grand prize Lotto.
I feel something weird today about her, but whatever it is I'm happy she looks okay now.
Can we go somewhere later around 7:00 pm sharp?
I have no choice but to say Yes.
It looks like she won't let go of me if I don't do it.
Okay and now she had to stop from provoking me because she already have heard that Yes on me.
I don't know what happened to her lately, it was actually something I don't understand, because this past few weeks I admit she become so careless with the words she tells me, like for example for Fedel she always tease me to him, and now like this way.
But I feel something that worth her happiness and smiles, those are a great relief for me knowing what happened to her and Louise.
"See you. I'll go ahead"
I can't take away the smile on my face. It feels strange and weird but seeing her that way made me feel at ease.
After being so much broken with that guy she call Louise? Saw him kissing with other women, and that becoming strong like this, while completing the whole semester was a better way for her, I know she's a strong and powerful phenomenal women.
She can get through it, I know.
I just hope that soon we will both find our way to someone who will never get tired of chasing us and will never end this excitement within us.
"I just hope someday I'll met you"
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Fast Forward *****
We are actually inside the taxi when I feel a little bit sleepy, and told her about it.
Facing her painted with an exhausted face, and just greeted an eye bags for her to realized it.
Did you done a lot of activities earlier? You look exhausted! she said.
What is it for Sarah? Asking her but she remain calm and looking odd.
Yes. What about that?
"We're almost there". and she added.
That is the only word she left spoken.
I don't want her to feel bothered anyway because I can see that she's clearly don't know where we will be going.
I'm looking back and forth sitting back into her direction, settling her reactions on every way we stopped by, the taxi driver keep on asking on what was exactly be the address of the place we were going, but she insisted that it was this place.
I wore a perfect black backless dress suit to my white sandal over 2-3 inches long, I put a light make up on my face- and just let my wavy hair strand falls over my shoulder.
I dress formally now because I thought it was really a party we will be going. Even if I feel sleepy, I still manage to overcome it!
I just smiled at her while saying " Are you okay?". She put a little smile on her face wondering why I'm focusing on her now.
Yeaaaah! she quickly answered.
I'm good, don't worry -- with that cute pretty face of her.
She grabbed her wallet and pay for the taxi driver and quickly retrieve her attention to me.
Let's go! She continued with that light smile over her face, controlling her patience I know.
The place was good. It looks like a garden bloom with flowers on it.
On the other side was a sound of a violin soothed on my ears.
It was all perfect! I thought it was just all a dream and I needed to tap my face before entering because I can't even believe that this place was really existing.
The content and the rest were all planned.
It is something I loved to go, romantic places that conquers love.
As we went by, we are closely near by a false. That false was perfectly awesome!. It looks so familiar to me, I can't even take my eyes out of it.
It was so damn pretty!..
Until I get my senses back and literally
I lost. I didn't even noticed Sarah at all.
Oh my Gosh! I'm calling for Sarah's name a couple of times but she was definitely not in my side anymore even a single footsteps I can't hear.
How come did she left me?
Saraaaaah! I keep on calling her.
The lights were turned off and I was afraid that I might lose my way out back to Sarah that's why I remain calm and steadfast.
At the back of the false is a door opened its way for me. I was amazed and wondering how come this falls open a door from it?
And I realized that the falls was totally a man-made falls, it looks natural and I think the people who made it were creative individuals because thinking of this way would be as hard as it was.
It looks very natural and at the back of it were a droplets of light on every corner.
As I reach through the red carpet with a bundle of flowers on the side of it, I noticed someone who were familiar to me and
I know he's waiting for me to move from my direction and continue walking towards him.
And Sarah was standing- next to him.
I saw Fedel holding a bunch of bouquets and on the top of a pine tree was filled with assorted lights and what makes it totally different because I saw some of my photos pinned on it. Those who were stolen photos like I'm sleeping, reading and eating. I don't know how to react on this certain moment because I saw these two people in my life- one who were my best friend and one whom I hate the most.
I just made a few steps towards them because I feel so uncomfortable regardless of the music that soothed my ears, the lights and the romantic date looks like a place which creates another different story, and I betrayed my heart from saying that I hate him that much, because standing right next to him now is difficult but an excitement to my heart.
Flashbacks******
She was obviously calling for Fedel and just directly call him while saying
"What is it for? A victim or a new trend?" That's what she calls her girlfriends. According to Sarah.
He's standing beside me. And asking me.
It was too late to complain because I can see him walking towards me, fixing my eyes on him and asked me.
Are you okay? Did you like it?
Yes, I do. I told him.
Can we please stay for a moment?
No hard feelings, no short comings and no bad stories, just pure happiness. He added.
I witnessed how Fedel put his effort just to be with you tonight and make it special. Wouldn't you wished to experience these? It was Sarah who's speaking right now.
It was all a stare that I can do, I was hoping that my silence can answer all the questions back then on how puppy love goes by and how that angelic voice singing my favorite song, definitely a good relief to everything I felt right now.
That questions in my mind and heart are all answered, the moment I was right next to him.
I felt a cold air coming from unfamiliar direction.
And it's slowly getting my eyes more teary.
He says more than what he says, and do what's more than he can offer.
Isabella?
I will proved to you that I am true, that my love for you was all true.
I was facing him now, and just like the other stories, it was all perfect and that my world stops for a moment.
"You were perfect" he said with that sincere heart.
I hope someday you'll accept the love I have offer.
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We are all set in the table for our late dinner. It was already passed 12:00 Am sharp and to think of how time just passed by is something that is so unfair-- because I was happy back then, but it ends that so fast.
Get some. Sarah broke off the silence.
I know she feels inappropriate now, imagine? being with her best friend at the same time with his cousin all day and night facing like these?
"I just hope it ends up all perfect like tonight" she added.
I feel guilty everytime she thinks that were all set and it was perfect. But I manage to stand for what I believe in is right and only few would understand.
He holds my hand. I know at this very moment he is sincere because I can hear his stubborn heart beating a little fast.
But on my part-inside my heart I feel anxious that he might end up humiliated since I don't have any plan to lend him my Yes for now.
Maybe after graduation will do.
The next scene- I was surprised of how he asked me.
I was expecting that he might ask me If I Can be his girlfriend or what.
But apparently -- he didn't even asked me that way.
Instead he hold my hand and continue saying. .
" Isabella, the moment I bumped into you was also the moment I loved you". I thought it was just as easy as it was --
to forget you. But I failed. Because that night when I'm drunk and so mess. I'm not looking for Sarah that time, I'm looking for you. But when I saw you - I end up regretting my actions because I drunk too much that night because I can't take away my feelings for you--- that's why I have to pretend that I'm looking for Sarah. I was about to confessed my feelings but It ends up I don't have any courage to do it.
I'm sorry.
I can see how he feels sorry about what happened last time we have argument. And obviously, I know how it feels to ask for a return- forgiveness.
How long will it take for you to say Yes?
It was a moment of silence. I hear my heart beats so-- so fast.
How can I escaped now? After knowing this man I hate the most, was the man who loved me most.
"I am willing to wait at all cost".
I can't wait to call you mine.
"Thank you". The only answer that comes in my mind at this very moment is just to completely thank him for making this day extra-special.
I just can't believe I am 20 years old now at Sept.2Oth.
Holding a bunch of bouquet. A good sweet conversation and a late dinner was such a romantic one!
Cheers! He holds a cup of wine now trying to give me the other.
Don't be sad. I didn't expect so much right now. I just want all to be perfect because this is your day.
" Happy Birthday Isabella"
Fast forward *****
Because he insisted to drive us going back to our (dormitory) and that because he was also just living on the other side.
I feel super relaxed sitting on his Mustang Gt Premium Convertible Car. I was sitting next to Sarah, which is currently sleeping right now because it was already passed 3 when we completely decided to end the day.
POV ****
And at a conversation was all started, He is actually a bread winner of the family, they have lots of business and he have no choice but to continue expanding his skills to run for their businesses. He also shared to me the real tragic story happened to him, his greatest regrets is fixing the once messed up family. He has a lot of grudges, and even me can't understand the whole thing which must be so emotional for him if he continue.
"Dad was a definition of a heartless man, he added with a teary eye".
Even if he won't tell me.
I know how it feels- carrying a heavy burden in his heart, and like him we have left no choice but continue living.
I was touched on his story becoming so independent on the life he have right now, it was actually the best thing that I heard today.
Just like what happened to me, to mom and dad. For me it was the most devastating chapter of my life which allow me to encounter fear, sadness and my reflection of anxiety. It was the toughest part of me that happens when I was five. I know how it feels to fail forgiving someone.
That inner peace you're looking for is something you can't gain easily, it is something we hope we can find after all and . .
Just be happy.
Continue living and move on.
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