It would be a lie to say that she told herself that she was feeling fine right now after she saw what Shi Tain Xan showed to her.
There was a lot of the puzzle to solve, as if she needed to solve every single piece of the jigsaw puzzle. First of all, why would everyone around her die?
Everyone was so powerful; how could they be killed so easily? If she and everyone in the Ethereal Small World were killed, she wouldn't be curious at all because she knew her ability well enough that if she were to meet the big boss right now, she would absolutely die in his or her hands, and one thing is for sure: her beast family would follow her even after she died.
But what got her a thunderbolt was the death of those who were powerful, such as the male protagonists or the sons of heaven, who now had a good relationship with her.
I’m also confused about everything ><