Chapter 248: Ken Kaneki's decision
Kaneki Ken brows tightly frowns: "What do you mean?"
Speaking of his father's death, Kaneki Ken somehow has a sense of inexplicable fear. He couldn't remember how father died, but he knew that a very terrifying thing happened.
A thing that made him afraid to remember.
Li Yaoxiang: "The cause of your father's death... You subconsciously chose to forget this thing, but I can see perfectly clear--"
Kaneki Ken swallowed saliva.
Not questioning.
Because he knows that Li Yaoxiang will reveal the answer soon.
Li Yaoxiang: "Seeing that you are getting along so well with others now, I still have to remind you so that you won't regret it when you restore your memory in the future.
You...
Your father was killed by the ghoul.
And he was killed in front of you.
He died to save you.
If it weren't for the ghoul investigator to arrive in time, you might not be able to live now."
Plop!
plop ——!
The heartbeat sounded through my mind.
Immediately afterwards, the memories were like rivers, and the split second all poured into Kaneki Ken's mind.
He remembered the picture at the time.
I remembered the scene of father pushing me away and letting me run away.
I remembered everything.
It is precisely because of the death of father that my happy family would gradually change.
I killed my father myself!
If it wasn't for running around by myself, we wouldn't have encountered a ghoul.
Father would not be killed by ghouls to save me.
It turns out that everything is because of myself!
Recalling everything at the beginning, whether Kaneki Ken was an adult, or was shocked by this memory, his face became unconsciously pale.
Li Yaoxiang: "So... the ghouls killed your father. Can you really just ignore that fact and continue to live a harmonious life with the ghouls?"
It came to an end.
Li Yaoxiang didn't speak anymore.
Kaneki Ken did not respond.
At this time, Kaneki Ken left only a blank in his mind.
Even if he was asked to respond, he did not know what to respond to.
Next, just like walking corpse, return to house and fall asleep.
Early the next morning.
Kaneki Ken got up normally.
He did not collapse by recalling the truth of that scene. After all, he's grown so big, and his minds have matured, and since those are all old things, he won't lose control or cry because of this.
At most, the mood is affected and becomes worse.
More guilt and a series of negative emotions.
And what made him feel the most complicated was that he didn't know how to face the ghouls now.
How to face the people of Anteiku.
In the next few days, he chose to escape reality.
Did not go to school.
Did not go to work in the Anteiku shop.
I was lying at home and reading, and was still in my own world.
It was not until the evening of the fourth day that he spent four days before reading the works of Takatsuki Sen.
He was relieved after reading it.
The burden on my shoulder seems to have lightened a lot.
After turning off the phone for several days, I was finally willing to turn it on at this time.
Not long after the phone was turned on, there was a series of beeps.
The screen shows nearly 100 missed calls.
And a dozen or so 20 unread messages.
Open it and take a look.
There are close friends.
Kirshima Touka.
There is also the little Fueguchi Hinami.
'Damn Ken! Are you missing again?! I can tell you, if you don't answer the phone tomorrow, there will be no information, but I will bring the police ... to check on you!'
'Kaneki, what happened to you? Everyone is worried about you. Are you coming Anteiku tomorrow?'
'Big brother Kaneki Ken, I miss you. Come back soon!'
One after another read the information.
Kaneki Ken felt only full of warmth in his heart.
He was lying on the bed reading information, and he couldn't help smiling.
Li Yaoxiang: "Have you thought about it?"
Hearing Li Yaoxiang's voice, his smiling face suddenly became serious. Although Li Yaoxiang did not clarify the question, Kaneki Ken knew what Li Yaoxiang asked.
This is to ask him in the future, in what way and attitude to face the ghouls.
Thinking about it for a moment, Kaneki Ken replied: "I want to go back to Anteiku before making a decision."
Early the next morning.
Kaneki Ken normally attends classes.
After compiling a number of reasons, I finally got rid of the rambunctious close friend, Hideyoshi Nagachika, and dispelled his idea of calling the police.
After school, he came to the Anteiku coffee shop as usual.
Ring!
Ring!
When he saw that the person was Kaneki Ken, Kirishima Touka stepped forward and lightly knocked on Kaneki Ken's forehead: "Where did you go for the past few days go? Leaving all the work to me, it's killing me!"
Kaneki Ken's expression seemed unnatural.
I don't know what to answer.
I don't know how to react.
However, the subsequent performance of Kirishima Touka made Kaneki Ken's tense mood relieved a lot.
Kirishima Touka squinted, showing a sweet smile, saying "just come back", and then turned around and returned to her post to work, without any intention of asking any further.
Looked at the back of her departure.
Kaneki Ken only felt a rise in the mind.
However, Kirishima Touka next performance soon awakened Kaneki Ken, who was daydreaming. Kirishima Touka paused, staring at Kaneki Ken from the corner of her eyes: "Don't change clothes to work? Do you want me to do everything for you? Do you want me to help you with your salary?"
Kaneki Ken was at a loss and wanted to go to the locker room to change clothes for work.
But without taking a few steps, he was stopped by Yoshimura: "No hurry. Go upstairs to see the young ones first. The past few days that little girl missed you a little. Know that you are back, she must be happy."
Kaneki Ken looked at Yoshimura meritorious deeds.
He sorrily looked at Kirishima Touka.
Perceiving Kaneki Ken's gaze, Kirishima Touka turned her back to Kaneki Ken and dared not look directly at it: "Go ahead. I don't want to be complained by Hina that I won't let her big brother Kaneki Ken see her."
Kaneki Ken didn't notice the abnormality of Kirishima Touka.
Turn around and rush upstairs.
While going upstairs, he did not forget to apologize again and again, saying that he would come downstairs to help soon.
After a while.
Kaneki Ken came to the reception room where Fueguchi Hinami was staying.
In a hurry, he even forgot to knock on the door.
Open the door and take a look.
This made the Fueguchi Hinami who was still reading a book stunned.
Immediately, she rushed forward in surprise and poured into Kaneki Ken's arms.
"Big brother Ken! You are finally back! You haven't come in the past few days, but I'm about to die!"
Kaneki Ken was taken aback by Fueguchi Hinami's actions.
He looked down towards that lovely and sincere face, and he who reacted from dumbfounded couldn't help but showed a gentle smile and dialed the beautiful hair of the mouth of the flute: "Well, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have missed the appointments."
The time is ripe.
Li Yaoxiang's voice sounded again in Kaneki Ken's mind: "Have you decided?"
Kaneki Ken no longer hesitated this time and replied very firmly: "Well, there is a decision..."
CREATORS' THOUGHTS 
nyawdao
nyawdao Read a chapter ahead on foxaholic . com :D
Please give this novel 5 stars review and power stone ;)
Support me on Pa tr eon for more chapter!
Read up to chapter 300 on p atreon!
htt p s://ww w.p atreon.co m/SoulGod (delete space)
Our community on discord: discord. gg /t66agbE
Weekly Power Status
-- Power
Ranking 
-- Power
stone