Chapter 45: nothing is easy

#Chapter45 nothing is easy

what ?/"I stepped a step foreward before not being able to move again .

He looked away from me at that, losing a sob when he tried to continue but couldn't which tore my heart apart /"y-you don't know .. what I went th- /"before he could even continue painfully pressing the obviously horrible memories to the surface i pushed Kris aside and crushed bim in a hug as if i was afraid he would disappear or leave again if i'd loosen my hold.

in sorry .. I'm so sorry /"I repeated while he continued to sobb trying to calm himself down. Never did I want him to feel forced about telling me something that hurt him, I always wanted him to know that he could pour his heart out to me and let me help or protect him from whatever he feard or was hurt from .

But not like this.

My eyes widened when I felt him slip and I had to hold him up .