Chapter 1: April and The Journal
This is my first time writing a journal, I wonder what I should write? Well, I can start with an introduction I guess?
My name is April, I was born in May. I am currently 19 years old. The reason I am writing this is because I was recommend to write a journal by my therapist. So I guess I should maybe write what i'm thinking about?
I bought a cactus ball two days ago, I was again recommended to take care of the cactus ball by my therapist. She said it would help with my need for order and a schedule as well as help me emotionally. She said it would give me a sense of control. I don't understand why it would help emotionally but I will try anyways.
I don't understand much about taking care of plants, I just know that I need to water it and give it sunlight, but I wonder how much? Well, I guess I can just look it up.
I'll go do that now.
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It's been five hours, I decided to write because it's suppose to help me emotionally. I don't feel very good. I was just thinking about if I should go to my friend, Charles, and see if he knows how to take care of a cactus ball or maybe he can give me tips. He really likes plants.
But as soon as I opened the door and saw a bunch of people, I froze. I don't like strangers, I don't like them looking at me. I decided not to go out, I don't often go out, especially after I moved. My friend said to live near him to help with this problem, but I don't like it still. Did I fail him? I don't know, I really don't know.
I guess writing did make me feel better. Maybe I can just go tomorrow? After all, it's getting late. Yes, let's go tomorrow.
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I prefer writing in the morning, however theres not much to write about if you just woke up. That kinda makes me feel down. Wonder why? I guess I can just ask my therapist.
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My therapist said that it probably means I don't feel like i've done anything, it's the fealing that I am not doing enough. However, what can you do in the morning? I guess I can excercise, or... maybe I shouldn't write that down.
This was supposed to be positive but I don't feel nice.
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The cactus ball looks cute, it makes me feel happy. I messaged my friend about taking care of one, he gave helpful tips.
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My mom called me. I don't like it. I didn't answer, I don't know why though. She ment no harm, it's not supposed to be scary, so why is it?
I don't feel well...
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I still don't feel well. I think I won't write anymore for today.
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Hello, welcome to my new series! This is less plot driven and more about character growth. You'll see other characters in April's life as well as their lives so I hope you don't get too bored with the beginning. I hope you could be forgiving with April, she does grow as a person throughou this story but please remember that she suffers from psychological issues, so she may be not the best right now.
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