It was all quiet during the night.
Gu Xijiu sat meditating on the bed. It had been an hour and a half, but she still could not set her troubled heart at rest. It felt as though her chest had been emptied. She was very insecure at this moment.
During the day, she could always keep herself busy to distract her from her own thoughts. At night, the alone time was what scared her the most. Her memories came all at once to haunt her.
When she could not sleep, she would always sit up to meditate using the Heart Calming Spell.
Di Fuyi once taught her a spell that could ease her mind in times of trouble. Now that their relationship was ruined, she refused to use the spell that he taught her.