I decided to take a bath and play some music to calm myself, but the songs on my playlist said otherwise. I found myself crying more than before. The picture kept replaying in my head. I cried harder when the song
"I knew you were trouble by Tylor Swift", started play. I don't know why I kept that song, but it goes well with my situation.
By the time step out of the bath, my eyes were swollen red. I had lost my appetite for supper, so I applied some cream to my eyes and just went to bed , without waiting for my mom.
I couldn't even sleep, I tried my best to fight back the tears, but it just wouldn't stop.
"Stupid jerk"
My phone rang and I just wasn't in the mood for any calls. I just wanted to be alone.
The next day
It was a Sunday , my mom went out for a little shopping. I was at home alone when the door rang, and guess who it was....Ocean eyes.
With just the sight of his eyes, I slammed the door at his face and went back to my room. I had just found a way to calm down and he shows his face at my door, he has no shame.
I was angry that he still came to me, as if he had done nothing. I couldn't hear him calling my name and knocking ,but I ignored him.
My mom noticed something was wrong, I wasn't ready to talk just wanted to be alone.
On Monday morning, I wanted to leave early to avoid him, but he was at my door the moment I opened it.
"Sauna....",he said, but I walked right pass him.
"Sauna, I'm here to take you to school",he said walking to catch up.
"I don't need you to, I can walk thank-you",I said still walking, not even looking at him.
"Sauna ,please wait",he said.
"LUKE!!!, I told you, I don't need you to",I shouted.
He was surprised from his expression.
"Sauna, please why are you acting like this, yesterday you slammed the door at me and now you are shouting. Please just talk to me",he said as he grabbed my hand with a pleading tone.
How his acting makes me even more angry and irritated.
"Luke,.. let me go",I said still not facing him.
"Please talk to me",he said.
I turned to look at him.
"Please, just let me go. I don't want to see you or have anything to do with you so let me go",I said . He didn't look happy to see me sad and angry with tears.
"I'm sorry",he said as he let go of my hand and I walked away as tears fell from my eyes.