Ethan was standing inside the room he was guided to. There was an unreadable expression on his face as he stared down the window.
He was aware that everything had happened back in the academy. The death of his classmates and the other students...he was once again reminded of how weak he was to let it all happen.
He was powerless, and that's a fact. He swore to become powerful as swiftly as he could so again he doesn't face the grief of losing someone close to him. But it was nothing but a baseless oath.
His mother sacrificed herself for him. Just so Ethan could become the person she always dreamt of. Someone who helps others in need. Someone whom people could look at as a symbol of peace and strength.
However, he failed. He kept on wasting time here and there and no one was responsible for it except for Ethan himself.