Chapter 142: +Chapter 142+

"I've just never really thought about it, I didn't think I could, or I was deserving of it…"

Asher cursed under his breath, genuinely wanting to leave his bonds for the first time.

He didn't know how to be in love, but he supposed that being in love was this feeling he got right then…

The feeling of wanting to try.

Asher didn't know how to be in love but he would try for Caspian.

He would probably never get over the fear that he could hurt Caspian but… he would try.

"Hey, hey, look at me," He urged, his voice having a hint of desperation.

Caspian blue eyes were glassy, his hand straying into Asher's hair. He couldn't say if it was to comfort the Alpha or himself.

"You can. You deserve it." Asher said slowly, his fists clenched.

He almost wished that he had agreed to have this conversation later, but that was because he wanted to hold Caspian.