Chapter 187: New Beginnings Won't Hurt

(WESLEY)

Maybe I should try and date. Should I flirt with Justin when I see him again? Just the thought alone feels wrong. I feel like I belong to Jericho and dating other alphas will be cheating. How is that? It makes no sense. We only slept together one time and he didn't claim me. Why is he this burned in my soul?

I force myself to clean with the tissues from the bed stand. I pull the cover over my head and my eyes drift shut. My chest aches so painfully that it feels hard to breathe. I have to do something to get myself out of this misery. I can't keep living like this. If I go on like this, I will waste away on my watch.