Worse Than Heartbreak

Jules' pov

           I couldn't stop my tears even if I tried to.

After he had asked me to go pack my things, I had shoved past the tentative feelings inside of me and tried to close the distance between us, but he suddenly disappeared into thin me, leaving me all alone in the kitchen.

I let out a startled gasp at first, which morphed into a sob in the next moment.

After that, the tears began to cascade in waves.

Since I couldn't hold myself up anymore, I let myself slide to the ground as the tears poured out of me, my entire body shook from the force of it and my heart which had completely shattered inside of me felt like it had it was breaking into smaller pieces all over again when I tried to replay what just went down between us. 

It almost felt like it didn't happen, like I was just seeing things, like I had just made the entire thing up in my head. It had happened way to fast.