Chapter 489: Shadows In The Mind

After getting some food, they decided to book separate rooms at the inn.

Using the excuse of clearing her mind, Selen decided to have a walk around the city.

Countless thoughts swam around in her mind as the feelings of self-doubt and inadequacy plagued her. 

No matter how much she wanted to convince herself, it simply won't disappear.

A permanent shadow in her mind, lingering, watching, smirking.

For the brief moment when she felt proud of the skill she created, that pride was instantly shattered with Alice finding new ways of improving.

Glancing up at the sky, Selen took a deep breath and sighed.

"Why am I even trying?" She asked herself with a bitter smile.

No matter what she does, no matter what she tries, she simply can't keep up.

Frustration.

Gritting her teeth, tears began to form in her eyes as Selen wiped it away with her sleeve.