Chapter 59: Restrain my Bloodlust
You guys might not have found it weird of him killing all those people easily, but if you think about it, he brutally killed those guys without batting an eye, he shot and killed before sure, but he didn't brutally murder people in such a way like that, this chapter some might not like but it's to give a glimpse into his past that's beginning to start to return in full.
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After…. That, I was done with that world and decided to head home after completing what I needed to do here.
[Delivery Complete!]
[Reward: Absolute Cold/Ice Resistance]
"Well, that's not too surprising I got that." I say looking at my reward for what I did in the world of Akame Ga Kill before I went to sit down, but I grab my head after realizing what I did.
"…. I realize that the false memories and my true memories are mixing with each other…. My bloodlust…. It's coming back…." I mutter to myself as I'm starting to realize my original memories were returning from my old life.
(N) Mentioned this in an early chapter that his old life wasn't normal and what he remembered of his old life was mostly a lie as the memories of his missions were erased and mostly changed to normal ones, but because people from his past came to mess with his normal life some of those memories came back.
In my old life from as young as I could walk, I was taught how to kill, I was a child soldier if you will, I'm not a person who hated myself for what I had done and the lives I took.
It was just a job, one I did because I knew nothing else to do was kill and assassinate targets.
At one point I loved killing people, I relished in it and got a high off taking lives, but that feeling was short lived and after a few years it went back to just being a job.
By 16 after 12 years of killing I had enough, I asked for the Termination Trial, the only way an killer in that organization can leave is to go on the equivalent of a suicide mission and survive in order to be allowed to leave.
The Organization had a rival assassin group in the Hassan-I-Sabba in the Middle East and were taking up jobs from the organization, so my job was to kill the 57th leader of their organization and burn down their main HQ while leaving no survivors.
One lone assassin/killer versus a small army of professional assassins, to anyone else it would be a suicide mission, but the Numbers 1-9 were considered the top most in the organization and me with the Number 6 of the Numbers I had a chance to get the job done but still die in the end.
But in the end I survived, if only barely, before reporting back several weeks later after healing from my wounds with the completion of my mission I returned to HQ, only to have a gun placed on my head by Zero, the leader of our organization.
He felt his position was at risk if I stayed, but at that point I didn't really care if he killed me, but if he removed my memories and gave me false ones I would never pose a threat to his organization ever again as a result.
I don't know what it was that convinced him to not kill me, maybe it was the dead look in my one remaining eye, maybe the other numbers rebelling after my death would undo everything, who knows but he let me live and removed my memories and replaced them with normal ones.
And well that's where a half Japanese half American 16 year old was left in Japan, that had no cells for the organization their, and left to my own devices with cybernetic arm, leg, eye, ear and voice box with a bank account filled with all the money I ever made and that was it.
Then? Well the story of 'Crazy Crazy Love' then begins going all the way up to after college and then….
"Now I'm here…. Living this second life…. Maybe becoming Hifumi in this world and all these other worlds full of danger is for the best for a blood thirsty monster like me…."
I wouldn't be thinking any of this at all if I hadn't let out my blood lust and return to my monicker of '6' but when I was let loose like that, my memories flooded back to me.
"…. I won't let myself become a monster like that…. But I need someone else to kill for me and handle my bloodlust." I say, though Serenity appears beside me as she feels my distress.
"Master, I will be your blade for you so you need not cover your hands in blood." She says as she held my hands for me to ease my concerns.
"Thank you Serenity, you maybe my blade, but a assassin has no need for my bloodlust, you cant do your job if I let you have it for yourself." I say shaking my head as I begin to think who can handle my bloodlust if I made a contract with.
"I should just relax, I'll figure something out later." I say as I lay down while using Serenity's lap as a pillow as she ran her fingers through my hair to calm me down as I relaxed.
And so ended the last day of summer, one that ended on a bloody note before the next term started.
Only a few more months until I go and join Hopes Peak Academy.
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School started up and well nothing much was happening, classes weren't hard for me, after classes I would go home with Saki tagging along so we could work on my mangas and keep working on them.
While not as famous as Food Wars, Crazy Crazy Love was getting widespread attraction and was getting peoples attention for the compelling story that was being told which made me slightly happy to see.
But I felt…. Itchy, there was this itch I couldn't scratch that was beginning to naw away at the back of my mind.
Indulging in my old urges have brought them back with a force, had I just outright killed them and not brutally murder those bastards and made their bodies look no different than pigs and a butchers shop this wouldn't be coming back and hitting me so hard.
'Damnit…. I'm not 6 anymore nor am I Iseri Shuichi! I'm fucking Hifumi Yamada and I won't regress back into that monster again!' I shouted internally as I refocused myself and looked to see if I could find something from the shop to suppress these urges.
But one of my systems had other plans, but in a way to suppress it as part of a reward.
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[Savior System: New Quest]
[Free and Befriend 'The Restrained Hunger' from her cell and take her away from her world]
[Reward: Total Bloodlust Control/Supression, Bloodloss Immunity, Bond of 'The Restrained Hunger]
[Quest Starts in one hour]
[Only User may go on this mission]
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"…. Haaaa, well if it's for free as a reward, then I'll do it…. I just hope I don't go to far this time…." I knew I would get more blood on my hands.
But killing people isn't what scares me, it's the fear one day I lose control….
And harm the ones I love….
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