Rebekah's (P.O.V)
I sniffle again, wiping my nose on the back of my hand. I cried out all my tears in the first 5 minutes of entering my room so it's just snot and sniffles at this point. My
anger just beneath the surface.
I take in a shaky breath, closing my eyes for a moment. "Rebekah please. " Joel asks once again. He's been trying for a bit now. My eyes brushed open, my eye lashes fluttering against each other, sticking for a moment and looked towards the closed door of our room.
I sniffle again. I really shout get some water, it's not good for... There was another small knock. Joel was there, sitting on the outside of the door, could tell. I couldn't
let him in though. The moment he were to step into this room would be the moment I scream. I'd take him into my arms and tell him I forgive him. I didn't want to let myself be that weak. Not around him. And especially not after what he did.