Chapter 87: Chapter 87 CHAPTER

Out of no where there was a burning sensation running through my left hand and up to my shoulder. It was painful. Stark. Something's wrong.

I quickly said goodbye to Joel who was still too shocked to move, before stalking out of the room and running towards my room.

I was so cold to him... He tried to stop this, he tried to warn me to not go to far with Kat, not to push it her but I didn't listen, and I brushed him off like he was nothing.

I told him to go fuck himself. That I didn't need him that he was only getting in the way. I remember his sad look before he just left. I wanted to scream. The guilt was

setting and I felt absolutely sick to my stomach.

I burst through the doors to our shared room, and looked around nervously. He wasn't here.Where was he? I looked around the room, no clothes. There's no clothes.

I had no tears, I couldn't form any.