July's POV:
I'm probably an idiot.
Scratch that. I'm most definitely an idiot.
Going to this party with Seth was a dumb thing to do. And doing so without telling Tammy even more so. But I felt like I was trapped in this situation. I promised Seth I would join him there for at least one drink to meet those friends of his and his past band buddies. But starting a long fight over it also seemed like a waste of time.
I hate those predicaments.
I already spent half an hour in the shower contemplating how I would handle this. Of course, I knew that Tammy wasn't the only one who was jealous. It was still completely unreasonable. Seth and I were just friends and band colleagues. Nothing would be happening between us. I only love Tammy and nothing will ever change that. She got to know this right? Right?