She was quiet and that was very fritening, the suspense that comes after a moment of your best pouring out was too much for him.
That was what he was feeling while looking at silent Lai who didn't seem like she would be answering him any time soon.
As if he was standing on a thin strand not sure how long it could hold him but he was having a lot of faith on it because that was all he had.
His firm and strong aura crumbled as time went by without her reply and his never moist eyes trembled with peeking tears threatening to fall down.
He was hurt and it was as painful as having his fresh getting cut as he watches and when he felt her not waiver despite all he got to say.
Not forceful not pleading nothing ever worked on her and he was afraid that he might not be able to convince her at all and she would eventually choose to leave him.