Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Kylo POV
I'm so helpless. I'm nothing anymore. She has ruined me. I'm not a weak man but she has destroyed my visions of the darkness. I'm not Kylo anymore. I'm completely different. It's been three days. Three. Imagine what she could do to me in a year.
I have to get away from her. It's what's best for me and for her. -I've been standing in her arms for a few minutes. It feels like home and I hate it.
I want to leave her and never see her again but something isn't letting me.
She holds me tenderly, though her touch hardens by the second. Her lips still linger on my cheek.
She's the strong one. She's holding I pull away from her quickly and face the wall. I hold my head in my hands. I feel her walk up behind me and place her hand on my shoulder
"It will be okay. I promise."
I turn to look at her and nod slowly.
How could this happen to me so quickly? How could she care for me so quickly? She is most definitely a better person than I.
"I have to leave now." I say.
She looks at me oddly saddened by my words. Maybe she's as confused about this as I am. I grab my helmet and walk out of the door.
I put in on, while stormtroopers stop and look at me.
"Do your job." I mutter to them in annoyance.
I sigh loudly as I stand in front of my room. I drop my helmet off and sit on my bed. I run my hands through my hair and tug on it in frustration.
"Why?" I whisper to myself. "Why now? This isn't the time."
I hear a knock at the door and I nervously run around the room trying to hide my distress.
General Hux stands out side, glaring at me.
"Snoke wants to see you. Now." He turns on his heels and walks away.
I slam my helmet on my head and begin to make my way to Snoke. -Rey POV
I want him back in here. I want to kiss him again. There's something about him. The taste of his lips is still present, making me want him back.
I lay on my bed, exhausted. Both mentally and physically. I stare at the ceiling imagining his face. His beautiful face. Every feature is perfect. I smile softly.
Then life comes rushing back. This can't ever work. I need to leave, to get to Finn. Kylo is a commander for the First Order for gods sake. I can't love him. He can't love me. I'm a no one that belongs to the enemy. Whatever this thing the force is causing is dangerous and reckless.
I just want to him but it will never happen. I'm letting expectations guide me. I have to stop it. Kylo is a monster. Maybe this is all part of a master plan he has. I wouldn't be surprised but the feelings I get when he's around are impossible to be one sided.-Kylo POVI shake nervously in front of Snoke, praying I can hide my feelings. My breathe hitches as he begins to speak.
"How has your training been progressing with Rey?" His voice echos throughout the room.
"Well, we haven't started but I assure you I'm working on it, Supreme Leader."
He looks down on me in disappointment.
"Something's bothering you, Kylo. Is it your father?"
"No."
"I'll see myself." He says.
"It's Rey. You feel compassion for her. You care for her. It's just the light, Kylo. Ignore it and focus on your goal." I sigh quietly in relief.
I nod and turn to leave.
"Don't be a fool. She's nothing but a tool for us." Snoke yells to me. I clench my fists roughly and walk out, the door closing loudly behind me. _____________________________
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