Chapter 25: Sain Antariksa 2
"Damn it, Neil," Sain gasped, staring at Neil for a moment. "You look so perfect."
Neil's eyes peeked out from behind his droopy eyelids, then those long eyelashes fluttered open revealing more clearly his dark brown irises.
Sain pulled his hand, he brushed Neil's hair back which was blocking his face. The stitched scar on Neil's forehead became a characteristic that attracted Sain's attention to sweeping his finger over the surface of Neil's forehead.
"Riksa, what are you doing? This is wrong, we're men," Neil said looking struggling under Sain's confinement.
Sain didn't answer, he knew that what Neil said was the truth.
"Riksa, did fellow friends do this?" Neil asked with his big eyes seeming to convince himself. Sain grimaced, how sweet the lie was ready to come out from the tip of his tongue.
"Did partner do this too?" he asked again.
Sain reclaims Neil's lips again to stop him from asking too many questions. He pressed his with Neil closer until they rubbed against each other. They groaned in unison, and Sain took the opportunity to lick Neil's mouth. His tongue slid into Neil's as he removed every thread stuck to Neil's body.
Neil looked overwhelmed to stop their activity he was about to get up but Sain stopped him from moving.
"Riksa stop, this is embarrassing. I'm ashamed Riksa. What we are doing is wrong, this is out of bounds. You and I are men, Riksa." Neil said with tears in his eyes that he seemed overwhelmed to cover his body with the blanket.
Sain had seen it all before when Neil took off his clothes back then, but Neil was never used to this. Until he took a deep breath and exhaled loudly. He promised himself he would do more than this to the bastards.
Sain cupped Neil's pink cheeks back, he gently wiped his tears. "Don't cover it, I want to see."
Damn. Sain clucked in his heart, as he had the wrong choice of words to calm Neil.
"Riksa, I said stop. Shame."
Sain kept doing things that made Neil squirm with his mouth full until Neil himself was at a loss for words. Damn it, Sain didn't predict this would happen, but he had preparations in his pocket.
When the surge is bubbling and ready to explode. But Sain wasn't ready to be hated if Neil still remembered this in the morning. Because Sain forced Neil to bed in Neil's room, in his own house.
Sain lowered his pants suddenly making Neil gasp.
"Riksa what are you going to do?" Neil asked fearfully in his tone. When Sain approached with a part of him that was hard as a rock.
Neil squirmed away, pulling the blanket over him he was about to get out of bed but Sain was faster to hold it.
"Neil, this is going to be your best day ever," Sain whispered in his ear.
Unlucky.
Damn.
In the end, Sain did it for the first time. Again. Again. Again.
***
Will Neil hate him later?
He didn't want Neil to forget this, but when Sain remembered the consequences he would get. Especially when he had to stay away from Neil again like a nightmare for him.
Sain knew very well that he was an asshole, his orientation was like a sharp angle, not as straight as Neil's. However, what can Sain do? He had loved Neil since he was little. Sain had tried various ways to get rid of it, but he had finally returned to the beginning. Now, he's pulling Neil to be the same as him through the various stages of life.
He looked at Neil who was sleeping with steady breathing. Sain ruffled his hair in frustration, he came here to get rid of Neil's nightmare. However, he instead created a new problem. He looked back at Neil and how messed up he was lying on the bed. The red stains on his body here and there were the fruit of Sain's handiwork, as well as the shiny liquid in the light of the lamp that stained Neil's thighs.
Sain walked up to Neil and sat next to him. He brushed the strands back, then lowered his lips to Neil's forehead and pulled his head back. If Neil woke up, Sain knew it would hurt. So he put his hand there while watching Neil's chest heave up and down. And it's all over, back to the way it was. As Neil has never been touched.
Sain stroked Neil's tight stomach, he didn't want to remove the spot from Neil's body.
He then whispered something he had never said to anyone. "I m—"
Sain's words stopped when Neil opened his tired eyes and looked directly at Sain. The lips lifted to say the words that Sain was ready to hear.
"I hate you." Although Sain had predicted it well, Sain was not ready to hear it directly. Neil's tone was weak, but it pierced Sain's chest. He didn't want to hear it anymore.
"You'll never be able to do that," Sain said lightly, pulling one corner of his lips up. "You can never hate me."
Neil's tears came out of the corners of his eyes with a look of pure hatred that Sain had never seen. He wanted so badly to erase that and turn it into another completely different look. "What did I do wrong?"
"You're perfect," said Sain earnestly. Honestly, he didn't know what he was doing. Neil is innocent.
"You bastard, perverted."
"You will be the Neil I know, you shouldn't have said those words." Sain lightly thumped Neil's lips with his index finger.
"Fuck you, Sain!" Neil shouted.
Sain was surprised by Neil's use of his first name for the first time.
Sain smirked, at Neil's words. Neil's family members here are quite blind and don't care to hear or hinder Sain from doing these things in Neil's room. He glanced at the clock out of the corner of his eye, only thirty minutes left for him to sort things out.
"I hate you," he said again.
It's enough!
"Be a good boy and do what I want," Sain hissed pressing Neil's palm with his. Neil immediately gasped, he nodded with a smile framing his face full of tears. Neil sat up and looked at Sain with sparkling interest.
Sain also smiled, his eyes moved in a gesture that was immediately caught by Neil. Neil limped off the bed and was standing with his knees between Sain's legs.
"Do you want to do it?" Sain asked happily, stroking his head.
"Yes, Riksa. I want to," he answered cheerfully with sparkling eyes. He looked up at Sain with a shy smile. "I like you."
Right. How Sain loved him.
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