Ivy Sparks
I really appreciate how respectful Ben is. These past two weeks have been hard on both of us, and I'm sure that it has been even more rough on him that I really haven't had any physical desire for him during most of that time. I mean, I feel like my body has betrayed me by shutting that down so soon after discovering how glorious it can be. Whenever I do think about a man's touch, I am as likely to picture Carl's primal masculinity, or the heat of Nathan.