Chapter 41: PART 41
I was thinking what will happen if I get married. I don't want my marriage to be like Stella. I mean, I really don't want to have a husband like Robert. If it's like this I have no interest in getting married. Oh my God, how was it? My mom and dad? Do they also often fight like Stella and Robert. I don't know I don't know. What is clear is that I was a little shocked to see the behavior of Stella's husband firsthand. Faced directly with an imperfect marriage like that, I was afraid to get married later. Of course, no marriage is absolutely perfect. "Why are you daydreaming Jihan?" ask Stella to me "Oh, I'm just a little shocked," I replied then ate back my food with a little bit. "Are you shocked by what happened last night?" Stella asked looking at me with a furrowed brow. "Oh no, just a little bit," I said awkwardly because I didn't like Stella. I see Stella is now looking at me with pity. His hand touched my arm gently. "I'm sorry, yes, people around me should not be involved in my household," Stella said sadly. This skinny woman in front of me really makes me want to cry. But I couldn't help but shed tears. "Oh my God, you can't be like that. I'm my neighbor. Neighbors shouldn't love each other. Of course I love you so I can help you," I said confidently. Now Stella was looking the other way. His gaze changed to that he was wandering around somewhere. "I'm really feeling really stressed but I'm trying to be sane. You know? Domestic relations are very difficult to do. I love my husband. But on the other hand he acts rude like that. Even he is often drunk too. I can't leave him because I feel sorry for Dani," Stella explained with a sad face. Stella said it was fortunate that Dani had now finished breakfast and I saw him playing in front of my yard. "What do you mean? You don't want Dani to have no father?" I asked carefully. "Yes, I don't want to hurt Dani's heart. When she grows up, Dani's heart will definitely hurt when she finds out that her parents are divorced. I don't want that to happen," Stella said with a gloomy face. But he took a deep breath to stay strong.
"Is that so? I think it's true. Yes, like me right now. I'm actually very sick too. Because why my father and mother are not united. I don't know why. Obviously I miss a mother. I have never felt how is mom's hug. My heart really feels very empty. The thing I remember about mom is that my teacher when I was little. Yes, I think of him as my teacher. I really miss my teacher. But I don't know where he is . "Well, I'm afraid that when Dani grows up, she will experience the same thing as you. So I try to maintain my household," the hope of the woman with curly hair and thin body really touched me. "Hem, I'm sorry. I'm so bad at my husband. But I don't mean it like that, oh my God, I just want to feel relieved. Honestly, Jihan, I'm the only one I talk about like this. I don't often talk to the neighbors around here. Yes, maybe because their house is too far away while you are the closest to me. I don't know why I feel relieved to have said all this. Sorry for making you dizzy," Stella smiled sweetly. "Hahaha, it's okay Stella. You're apologizing too much. You're such a nice woman Stella. You're too kind in fact," I said with a smile. We both ate breakfast again. After finishing, Dani was still playing in my yard. He played dirt with great pleasure. Didn't even move from that place. Stella and I wash the dishes together in my kitchen. Stella suddenly asked me something. "Oh yeah, who did you call when you were at my house?" Stella asked curiously. I stopped for a moment to wash the dishes. "Oh that's my friend. His name is Aslan. He's a very good friend. He helped me a lot. I just wanted to hear from him," I said casually. That's how I feel. "Friends? You're friends with boys and you really don't feel any vibes. I mean you're not in love with Aslan?" Stella asked looking at me with a mocking face. He almost laughed a little when he saw me. "Hm, no. Yes I'm just friends with him," I replied curtly.
I went back to washing the dishes again. That's how I feel. Yes Aslan is my friend. Maybe I once admired him. Yes, just admiring. But to be honest, I actually share with him. But am I in love with Aslan? Ah, it's impossible because he's so far away from me in age. "Why didn't you fall in love with that Aslan?" Stella asked more and more confused me to answer that. "Yeah, maybe because he's older than me. So I feel normal with Aslan," I said casually. "You must miss Aslan, don't you?" Stella asked wooing me. "Huh? Yes, I do miss him. Yes, that's all," I said casually. Besides, I'm sure that the woman who picked up the phone was Aslan's lover. He must have wanted to marry Aslan. "So how is he? Is he okay?" asked Stella who had finished washing the dishes. "Yeah he's probably fine. Because only a woman's voice answered him that time. He asked who it was. Then I hung up the phone. I was afraid to disturb Aslan. He must be really busy. You know? He's a big boss. her in the fashion field is very large. She even has a very luxurious apartment. She is very rich," I said earnestly. Stella's face became disbelieving. He opened his mouth as if fascinated by my story. "Huh? You're serious. Wow, I really want to meet Aslan. He must be very handsome... my God, he's so rich. I want to meet him. You have to take me if you meet your friend," said Stella enthusiastically. "Hahaha, yes I promise that," I said with a small laugh at Stella's antics. "Sometimes I'm very curious about the lives of rich people. Because I really want to be rich and live in the city. Ahahaha," said Stella with a laugh. I laughed too this time. The conversation between the two of us is truly heartwarming. This is the first time I've ever felt this kind of laugh. This is really very relaxing. Stella and I kept talking about Aslan. Aslan, Aslan. If only you were here. It must be very serious. I suddenly remembered what Steven said that I was a night butterfly. "Oh, does everyone in this village know? If I was in the city of a night butterfly girl," I said seriously looking into Stella's eyes. "Huh? You're a whore? Oh my God," Stella covered her mouth. Like you don't believe me. He looked at the feet and up to my head. Like seeing my appearance.
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