Chapter 21: Chapter 21 I Miss You, Goodnight

I made myself comfortable on my bed. Yesterday was very interesting due to the constant bugging on Monika's part. She insisted on being told everything there was to be told. I practically had zero sleep. First of, I spent hours summing everything up for her and secondly, when I did have the chance to have a few hours of sleep, I couldn't. The kiss I shared with Harrison kept playing on my mind.

It had me asking myself what the fuck had happened. We went from what I assumed was me telling him I'm taken off the market to me grabbing unto his waist as he stuck his tongue down my throat. There was this huge wave of guilt and regret that sat on my chest but there were also times when I found myself reliving it joyously and it frightened me.