Chapter 148: Chapter 146 A solution (Iv)

I settled my gaze in him but this time as I gazed at him, I didn't try to fathome the expression he had on his face - I was tired of always doing that.

I was tired of seeing those hurtful expressions on his face and right then as I stood infront of him, I felt like jumping into a pit. 

As I looked at him, I felt so hurt since I couldn't inagibd myself staying away from him. I couldn't imagine myself being far from him and the thought on not being able to touch, kiss Or hold him was unbearable. 

With my tears from flowing from my eyes, I walked away and hastily dashed Into my house. I didn't know what to think Or do anymore since I had done everything. I had put my everything into this hoping that after this meeting, we would go settle but right now I felt so shattered. 

I felt worse than it had felt a while ago before seeing him since right now it wasn't my heart that war on gire but my entire being.