Chapter 193: Learning Swordsmanship Again

(From Blue's Perspective)

"Your Highness! You are here!" Perita exclaimed as I approached the palace grounds where she planned to train me.

My body felt healthier than before, and I was able to move more freely. I was trying very hard to not be sad all the time about what happened and I wanted to move on. 

Dem and I never discussed the fact that we had lost our child. It was as if he was afraid of saying something wrong lest he should hurt me. I did not say anything either. Because every time I thought about it, my heart would hurt.

Perita was the one who suggested to me that I should start learning swordsmanship again. It would take my mind off things and allow me to get better faster. 

Ruby had also been trying to cheer me up. She did not talk much about it either and tried to behave like previous times when she used to tell me about the latest gossip.