I just wanted everything to become a dream when I open my eyes. But, you know, reality is a big pain in ass. So, I have to face the reality no matter what.
I didn't wanted to open my eyes the next morning. I am awake for a while now. But I don't want to leave the bed. Maybe I am too frustrated or too tired to do so.
"I have to wake up."
I used my hand to search for my mobile to see the time and its only 7 past 15. I usually wake up early for a morning walk. But, as I was so tired yesterday and went to bed late I couldn't get up at my usual time.
As I slowly opened my eyes to see where my so called husband is-I found him nowhere on the bed. I sit on the corner of the bed and wanted to go to the balcony to see if he is totally drunk and slept there or not.
But no! He was sleeping on the sofa! As far as I remember, I kept enough space for him to sleep on the bed. We both are boys. So, I should not be a problem to share the bed right, as long as we don't have feelings for the another one.
Feelings means both like and hate. I guess, he is so disgusted with me or maybe I turn him down. That's why he is sleeping here.
I decided not to disturb him and go to the washroom to fresh myself up and if possible take a shower.
I tried to search for some cloths and a towel, as I remember uncle told Aiden that everything is prepared here, so, I didn't bother to bring any changes.
I discovered some cloths on the closet, I took them and go to take a bath.
When I saw the mirror, I found that he gave me love bites all over my neck! And it is totally visible.
"Damn Aiden, how am I goona face our parents and friends? How am I supposed to hide them?"
No way in the hell, I am going out of the room with this damn shit on my neck. After bath I should figure some way out to hide this damn marks.
It took me like 30 mins to get out of the bathroom. When I returned to the room, I saw Aiden was awake, he was sitting on the sofa, maybe waiting for the bathroom to be vacant.
We didn't share a single serious word till now. I think, I have to take the lead to talk everything out with him. I cannot bear this mysteries nature of his. I need to know what is my position in his life and what he is going to do with this forced relationship.
I don't know who should I react, what should I do when I am with him. I need to clear this out first.
I could have talk to him yesterday, but I didn't. As I was supper annoyed and angry back then. And that bed sense pissed me off. As you know, in this kind of relation we need to clam down first before doing anything stupid.
I was sitting on the bed, and Aiden came out of the bathroom half naked.
"Is he showing of or what?"
"Sorry, I forgot to bring my T-shirt."
"Its okay! No worries"
"🙂"
He was searching for a T-shirt, I wanted to help him to find it. But don't want to face him now.
Damn, he is super hot. What a handsome body with 8 packs! A perfect man indeed. And here I am with only 4 packs. He is really attractive and my face is getting red. I hate this fact.
To start talking, I gradually asked, "What's in that bag?"
I regret asking it.
"Ops! I forgot about it. You don't want to know what's in that bag lol!"
As he is now totally dressed, I went towards him.
"Why?"
"You want to see?"
"—"
I didn't reply. He bring the bag and get the thinks out of it. There was a box of condom and tube of lube. WHT!
Am sure I am now as red as tomato. It's really embracing to ask this question.
"Hahahaha! Don't be shy! We both are man, there is nothing to be shy of right?"
How can it be right?
He started to open the box of condom!
"Why are you opening it?"
"To use of course"
"What?"
"Don't be afraid! I won't do anything to you."
Its true then that I turn him down.
"—-"
He pick two condoms out of the box and after unpacking and filling it with something I don't know what it is, he throw them into the dustbin near the bed.
I want to know, but don't want to ask!
"What are you looking at?"
"I have something to talk with you."
"I also want to talk! You first go ahead!"
I wanted to turn him down but no I have to say first before I loss my words again!