We both were quite for the whole journey. I know this is the best time for me to clear everything out with him, but I don't know if his bodyguard is trustworthy, or how there relation is. So, I decided not to speak.
He was so angry and annoyed I can feel that only by sitting beside him. He was like want to kill me at spot lol. Suddenly, he got a phone call, he received that call, maybe he wanted to talk with someone badly.
I could hear each and every word through his phone. I don't know with him he was talking, but I think he is maybe Aaron's boyfriend, as it seems from his tone and Aaron's answers, I think he don't know about our marriage and is worried about him.
I am really feeling sad for him now. Did I just become a third person in their relationship?
It is the first time in the whole day that I saw smile on his face. I want to protect this smile. But I don't know how I can!? This smile maybe can only be seen because of the other person on the call. Not for me. His smiley face really works like a magnet that attracting me. His cute puppy eyes, cute face, sweet lips are so alcoholic.
He is really attracting me so much. I don't if I have the right to think of him like this.
When we reached the hotel and Mr. Pik bring us to the room. He locked the room. The moment I saw him standing outside the room I was quite sure what he is up to. I could not say anything to Aaron but I need to do something to assure Mr. Pik that everything is normal.
So, I started to ask some faul question to him like who is going to be top and who is bottom, I am always top and bla bla bla. He was so shocked. But I didn't have any other way.
I guess, this is not his first time to be with a man, so, it will be okay if I go further right?
So, I push him on the bed and got on the top of him. I started kissing him slowly on his head, then his cheeks, his nose tip. I didn't kiss him on his lips as I don't know if I have the right or not.
It was like so uncontrollable for me. This happened for the first time in my life. It was so hard for me to control my movements and make him suffer less.
I gave him some trail kisses on his neck. I didn't want to give him any love bite, but if I don't do so, it will be hard for us to explain tomorrow. So, I gave him some love bites on his neck.
I saw Mr. Pik left from his previous place. I leave Aaron, as soon as I could and sat on a side of the bed just to come myself down. He really made me excited in such a short time. He is driving me crazy now.
It's just some stupid hormone. I should get out of here before I loss control over myself completely. So, I rushed to the balcony. I saw Aaron was trying to ask something. But I was not in a position to answer him. So, I kind of ordered him to not ask and follow me.
Now, I am standing on the balcony, drinking some alcohol and trying to clam myself down.
I am kind of feeling bad for him, I mean who would like that his newly wed husband tried to force him and then leave him on the bed alone in such kind of situation. He might be thinking I am not into him. But it's not true.
"Damn you! Shouldn't have left like that."
When I saw him stop fighting back, it broke my hurt, I was feeling guilty that I am forcing him like this. Also, the fact that he has a boyfriend maybe, yet I have done such a shameless act. I am really feeling guilty, bad now.
"I should say sorry to him at least and clear everything out before the night ends."
Now, I am at the balcony door and I cannot go inside as Aaron is talking with someone over the phone and I don't want to disturb his privacy. So, I am just standing here.
I heard him using the word 'my love'! It clear my confusion, he does have a boyfriend. I didn't wanted to listen but still! From there conversation, I only know his boyfriend is going to come to USA.
"Good! I don't need to take care of this little boy."
It's not like I don't want to but I guess I don't have the right to do so!
I am his husband that's true but I don't want to separate them as long as that guy loves him. I won't interfere.
"Why am I being this protective for him?"
It's literally not even 24 hours that I have known him. Then why?
"Maybe because, I have this guilt, or maybe I am into him!"
His puppy face really attracted me and have such effect on me I cannot even imagine. But I will not pursue this relation. I will let him free.
As for his play with his boyfriend, I will help him as long as I can to go with him and spend time with him. I will try to talk with parents if needed.
I won't let him suffer for me.
It's now about 3 AM. I should go to sleep. He might be sleeping by now.
As I entered the room, I saw Aaron was sleeping peacefully but he left a side of the bed free maybe for me. But I don't think I should sleep there after so many sins I have done today. So, putting the blanket on him properly, I took a pillow and a cover and lay down on the sofa.
Don't know when I fall a sleep!