PoV Finn/Lilith
It has been a while now since I've been born. Truly a weird experience living as a baby, also very boring. I had a lot of time to think about what happened.
I kinda miss my Home now, I was never really homesick in my Life, but now i guess I feel it. To just know your'e probably never gonna get back home.I'm probably not even in the same Dimension anymore.
I just hope my Mom didn't take my disappearance too hard. She was always a strong Person, beat Cancer in her early thirties but we never even thought that something bad could happen. Just took it as unlucky inconvenience.
I guess I now know what, who and how much I truly miss everything, more than expected but probably less than a normal and healthy Person does. I was never one to feel that much sadness and feelings in general. Never really knew any different because i basically grew up that way. Mildly depressed since I was 10, sometimes more and sometimes less.
I also thought about my flight across Dimensions but can't get anything substantial. I am also kinda worried about that thing they Shoved into me, but I guess i don't need to worry about it because I can't do anything about it anyways.
I've been making Progress understanding a bit of the Language that seems to be used around here. My moms friend sometimes comes over to check on me. I think her name is Seo and my Mothers is Mebuki. During this I also found out my Name is Lilith wich I guess is a girls name. Could be different but i got no way to check my gender otherwise currently. I think I've heard them say "she" and "her" to me.
I already came to terms with it if it comes out to be true. Surprisingly easy but I don't even got that much of a problem with it. Embracing my new Existence I guess.
Learning the language came surprisingly easier than expected. I was never really the Language guy, I could speak fluent English and of course German as my Mother tongue. I always hated French and never bothered to learn it.
I also noticed that my thought process came as easy or easier than in my old Body, wich shouldn't be because I have a smaller and less developed brain as a Baby. Maybe the Biology of the People here is different and everybody is super smart or something.
Maybe it has to do with something else as I am in another Dimension. Everything could be possible, infinite dimensions and possibilities after all. hope it's somewhat different than my old World.
Otherways my days are just mostly spent sleeping. It is surprisingly easy to get tired as a Baby. My cousin was different, always crying and wanting attention. My mother is worried sometimes that I just don't cry and sleep all the time. -Sorry woman, nothing to do here, your entertainment is not worthy of my developed attention.-
Finally trying to learn to somehow meditate, something I always wished I would have learned, but never got the patience and opportunity to. I know the theory behind it but my mind was always preoccupied with something.
I had limited success. At least now I can achieve a clear mind after a few minutes of trying. Better than nothing I guess.
Anyways here comes my Mother again, It's finally feeding time. I'm already getting kinda hungry. Another weird thing to do now as a baby is of course drinking breast milk. I have no problem with her Breast, they are truly beautiful and worthy of appreciation. But the Taste of breast milk gets old after some time.
Also something I can't change, so why contemplate. At least I'm getting good nutrition.
PoV Mebuki
It's been 5 weeks now since Lilith's been born. Since then she has not once cried and always sleeps a lot. I can't seem to be successful in entertaining her, probably has something to do with the glint of intelligence she sometimes gives me.
I've asked Seo about it, but she has told me not to worry and that she is as healthy as she can be. She's been helping me sometimes the past weeks and comes to visit sometimes. Lilith likes to be present at our conversations and is always listening attentively.
Seo said that she has established contact with the Person she thinks can help. She said that he's going to be visiting sometime soon. I don't even know that person and asked her if i can really trust him, it's about my baby after all, but she has assured me that it won't be a problem. He's apparently a good friend of her deceased brother.
I really hope it's all going to work out, and soon. My excuses of emotional trauma and health issues after a Miscarriage isn't going to work out much longer. I already regret to possibly leave my daughter in the hands of someone else than me or Kizashi, but her safety is my top priority.
I've heard rumors about talented young kids vanishing from an old classmate. I can't with a good heart send her to possibly the same fate. I really hope the Person Seo always talks about so confidently has what it takes. It's my only chance right now.
PoV Seo
I finally got into contact with Ishi a few days ago, it's really hard to get into contact with him since he faked his death and left Konoha. The death of my brother really hit him hard, the times I've seen him since he really changed. His attitude really took a concerning turn. He always speaks less and less and has acted more depressed each time I saw him.
Maybe taking care of little Lilith can cheer him up a little bit. As far as I know he's got no one except me, but even me he visits less and less. He still blames himself for the death of my brother. I never held any Prejudice against him, I know that his heart is pure in the core.
He may not seem like somebody that can take care of a little child but I am sure he will do fine. He will do anything for me and do his best. He's the most trustworthy Person I know. It's probably hard for Mebuki to do this but I can only assure her that everything's going to be fine.
I also did a little research in private about possible Kekkai Genkai's little Lilith could have but everything came out empty. I can't seem to find anything similar to her condition. It doesn't seem to be anything harmful for her, that I checked, but i also don't know what it does for her.
She also hasn't unlocked her Chakra yet so it's something genetically that has no influence with her Chakra yet. Truly a special case. I'm looking forward to see what will become of her once she grows up.
If everything goes to plan, Ishi arrives in about in a week. Then we will be sure about liliths Safety.
I'm currently going to Mebuki's to give her the News to prepare for what is to come. It must be horrible for a mother to give her child away for safekeeping, knowing that you could very well die in the war and let your child to grow up parentless.
I know Mebuki is a strong woman and is going to be fine after some consoling and trust to Ishis side. What I'm worried about is Kizashi knowing little Lilith has just been given to some stranger. He always was the more emotional among them. I don't even know if Mebuki has messaged Kizashi about the happenings at home, or what she is going to tell him.
Poor Kizashi.
Sorry no Chapter yesterday. Maybe 2 today? Wait to see and find out!
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