"Could I be Your Lover?". It is a question that I couldn't reply to him immediately. I feel afraid of it. Especially when he goes to Australia, how could we be in touch with each other? I worry and don't know what to do or how to answer him.
I choose to offline and don't reply to his question for one week.
"Hello, Nona! today, my family have a small party for my brother who will be leaving our country soon. If you are free, please kindly join this party." Lisa sent me a message while I was sitting in front of my PC.
"Let's me check my schedule first, and I will inform you back in this evening."
"Okay, But I want you to join this party so much. Because I will introduce you, someone."
"Ohh? Introduce me, someone? Your Boyfriend?"
"hasha...If you wanna know, please come."
"Okay...see you this evening"
To be frank, I always chat with Lisa when I am free or when I am sad. But it seems strange, why her brother and my teacher are leaving our country at the same time? I clear all my thinking and try to think something better than.
"Welcome my prince" as soon as I arrived at Lisa's house, she runs to me and welcomes me with her sweet words. In her eyes is full of happiness and enjoyment. I couldn't do anything without smiling at her back.
"I wait for you for so long! Why are you so late, Nona? Don't you know, my brother waits for you so long?"
"Hah?... Why he wait for me?"
"You will know when you come in"
"Ohhh..." I couldn't say anything else while she tries to get me inside her house. I have never been there at all after I finish high school. And I also forget her Brother too. How could it be? I just shake my head and try to smile again. But my smile is stopped when I saw my teacher who stands in front of me next to Lisa's parent.
"Teacher!"
"Nona!"
"heh...Why do you call my brother, a Teacher?" Lisa asks me back when she heard me call her brother a teacher.
"Your brother?"
"Yes, Don't you remember my brother?"
"Err...so..." So it is mean that I am in a relationship with her brother while I am telling everything about him to her without knowing he is her brother? Oh...no!
"Don't tell me that..."
"Stop! Don't say anything here"
"OMG! Will you be my sister in law, Nona?" Lisa talks to me silently while my eyes couldn't move from the Teacher apparent.
"Please stop talking about something impossible. If you not stop, I will leave this party."
"NO NO!"
"I am really happy that you come today!" Teacher Kevin talk in a private place while the others are enjoying their conversation and wine.
"Yes, I have something wanna clear with you!"
"Yes, let's clear it."
"I wonder if you know from the beginning that I am your sister's friend or not?"
"Yes, I know! But you don't remember me."
"So why don't you tell me?"
"I think it is not important at all. I want you to know me as your teacher, not your brother's friend."
"Okay, I try to understand it. You will go to Australia this weekend right?"
"Yes!"
"Hmm...good luck on your studying"
"Nona! You didn't answer me yet or else you angry with me?"
"Er...No No! I just not sure whether we will keep our relationship well. As you know I don't want to get hurt anymore. I think it is really impossible that you will love me till you back."
"How could you know?"
"I couldn't know, that why I couldn't tell you back if you could be my lover." I just talk to him sadly and I look into his eyes and try to continue my speech.
"I couldn't know everything in the future. I just don't want to get hurt anymore. Please kindly understand me, teacher!"
"Okay, I will understand you. But could you answer me one more thing?"
"Yes...What is it?"
"Do you like me for little?" He is not only asking me, but he moves his step forward me and catches my hands up.
"Just answer me by your feeling."
"Hmm..." I nod my head with a small smile.
"Hmm...mean what?"
"As you know, why you keep asking me, teacher?"
"I just want your answer clearly and I will make everything possible."
"Yes, I do."
"Okay, From now until I am back. I will make you know that everything is possible. You could do everything by your feeling! don't hesitate because of my feeling. I will show you that my love for you is possible."
"Okay, I will consider it then." after that he huge me with his happiness. I don't know what is our relationship right now. But the important thing is I really happy to be inside his hand. I wish the next two years, his love for me is stable and we could have a bright future together.
Life is shortest than you think, so just follow your feeling.
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Chapter 3: My Shaking Feel
Hello! I am Kevin. I am a University teacher of Nona. I accepted that I am just a normal man who friendly and kindly in other people eyes. But who knows about my deep feeling which I had never shown?
I remember that is the day I met Nona in front of The Royal Palace along the riverside. While I was running under the sunset to release my stress, I saw Nona who cry silently and looked to the river with broken eyes. I just pass her silently...
I don't know whether it is the miracle or not that we met each other again at my house the next day.
"Hello, I am Lisa's friend. My name Nona." She was greeting me by brightly smiling while yesterday she was crying so much. I just wonder what kind of this girl was?
"Brother Kevin! Why don't you greeting Nona back?" Lisa asked me when I stood silently and didn't greet her friend back.
"Yes, Hello. I am Kevin" I just said what Lisa want and go through both of them to my room. I didn't know why she comes to my house.
"Brother!"
"What? What do you want?" I feel terrible when Lisa call me again.
"I just wanna ask you to help us in writing an English essay. Why you talk the fire to your lovely sister like that?" Lisa said sadly but I know that was just her acting in front of her friend.
"Okay, let's talk after I change my clothes."
After I changed my clothes I went back to my sister and Nona. By the way, I went back I heard Nona cry again. I stop automatically and listen to her discussion.
"Don't cry it anymore Nona. You need to try on your studying and stop thinking about Rith anymore. You need to try your best to get past."
"Hmm...but I just sad."
"I know, but your future is father than this. Don't regret with a boy like that"
~ She was crying about love? Hmm...nowadays youth is really amazing!~ I just thought love is really useless for these ages. So I show up myself and make Nona stop crying immediately.
And then I did agree to be an English teacher of both sisters. By day today, I found out that Nona is really a good girl. She looks so bright in her colours. I talked and chat with her every day and never thinking that I start liking this girl.
After passing grade 12, I have never met her again. I wonder whether she forget me or not. We stop talking and chat as normal. Time passes by, I thought she forgot me. I feel so sad and keep it in mind that I just a brother to her only.
But in 2016, I met her again. I could tell that she didn't know who I am. She forgot me while I couldn't forget her bright smile even a bit. She calls me a teacher and asked me when she met a problem with studying. I could tell that she was a good student. I didn't know why I always keep my eyes on her like that.
Today she posts on Instagram about her Ex. I know Nona was really loyal to her love. I just try to comfort her feeling by doing chat with her again. I know it is not right to be close to Nona. But...I didn't want to see her sad and broken heart anymore. I know that she had never thought of me as a man. I am just a teacher to her.
"Nona, I know that I don't suppose to say this word but I just want to ask you one before I go to Australia."
"What? What do you want to say, teacher?"
"I wish you don't mind with it."
"How could I mind with you, teacher?"
"I think how would it is good if you don't keep me as a teacher..."
"..." She didn't reply to me. But I will not stop it until I said it to her.
"Could I be Your Lover?" I just sent it to her and wait her answer again. But there still no answer. She also offline and keep apart from me since that day.
CREATORS' THOUGHTS Daoisthh0QsY
Some people might start being good to us, but there must be some reasons. If you could share some good feeling with each other, why you keep running?