Chapter 7: Leave me alone Jimmy
Jimmy's invitation was still valid, he still invited me to come with him to go to the backyard of the school where Jimmy and I could complain and I was happy to hear his invitation even though I actually became lazy to go to that place, because I was afraid if Ayuna saw me walk with Jimmy then Ayuna will start bothering me again.
"Jim ... don't go to the park, right now I'm lazy to walk, just go to Mang Atta's place ..? We can tell stories while drinking ice."
I tried to ask Jimmy to find a new place, because I felt that the park was no longer comfortable. I looked at Jimmy's face with full expectation so that he would agree with my request.
"Hhhmmm .. whatever you like!"
Jimmy answered me curtly, his face showed disappointment then he walked in front of me
I wanted to tell Jimmy the truth about why I had to find a new place.
But I still had doubts and didn't dare to say it. I know that in the park is Jimmy favorite place but right now, Jimmy must start to forget about it if he still wants to tell me. I kept walking following Jimmy's steps and could only say to Jimmy in my heart ..
"I'm sorry Jimmy"
"Haaiii ... my beautiful sisters ..."
Suddenly Ayuna appeared in front of me and Jimmy made Jimmy and me stop and pause for a moment.
I feel the heartbeat in my chest right now beating very fast, it feels like the swelling hasn't been deflated in my eyes, because Ayuna made me cry this morning, and now I feel like I'm going to cry again.
"Hi Jim ... you don't miss me? I moved here to meet you, right?"
With full of charm, Ayuna said to Jimmy. She tried to seduce Jimmy and separate Jimmy from me. Ayuna's hand very quickly grabbed Jimmy's hand then she asked Jimmy to leave me.
"Jim, come on buy me meatballs, it's been a long time we haven't been together, I really miss the time with you." as footsteps away from me, there was a spoiled Ayuna voice who kept trying to seduce Jimmy to being spoiled.
I can only be silent seeing all this, like a statue on the edge of the field now seeing them leave me alone. Jimmy was like a buffalo stuck on the nose, he walked according to Ayuna's invitation and went with Ayuna leaving me.
The feeling that is in this heart, is now like a cactus tree that lives in the desert, waiting for rain because my heart is hot and this dryness can become cold and wet, I keep holding this heart as much as I can so that my tears don't drip again. I can only look down and turn around and walk towards my class again. There is not the slightest hint of these eyes looking at the two of them again, in my heart right now I can only say as a consolation for this heart, let them go wherever they want.
I sat back in my class. At least I feel comfortable sitting in this class, because Ayuna is not in my class. that means no one will bother me during class hours and it makes me more and more able to concentrate in the lesson.
These eyes, now can only look far into the field, where I can only see emptiness, empty like my current heart.
I don't dare to have the slightest prejudice against Jimmy and Ayuna even though in my heart honestly have so many questions raging about the two of them, but ... I still don't dare .... For me Jimmy is the man I love and Ayuna is my own older sister.
Because imagining it all, without realizing my tears have fallen into my lap and this is my second cry today, I keep my head down so that my friends don't see me crying and I can only ask if there will be more crying today ? I smiled and then said in my heart this is
"God, don't leave me alone." Class hours were over, without looking right and left I immediately left my class because I didn't want to go home with Ayuna. "Don't let me see him again!" I said to myself.
I swing these footsteps quickly so I pass through the corridor of Ayuna class. My class is at the end while Ayuna's class is near the teacher's office. So I have to pass Ayuna's class if I want to get to the school gate.
But ... my eyes accidentally, seeing Ayuna who was surrounded by many of Ayuna's classmates with the charm of her beauty she was able to make all eyes of boys charmed. These footsteps stopped for a moment because they were stunned to see Ayuna's behavior and style.
"Come with me!" suddenly Jimmy's hand grabbed mine, and he pulled me to come with him.
Jimmy held my hand very tightly, I could only be silent and walked, staring at his back. Because Jimmy was walking in front of me, I had no idea what Jimmy really wanted from me.
"Jim ... where are we going? I asked Jimmy.
I became curious and hoped to get an answer from him because Jimmy asked me to go not towards the back garden of the school.
Jimmy stopped his steps when he got a question from me then his body turned towards me and he said
"I want to talk to you, how come it's really hard ... you said yesterday you wanted to hear what I wanted to say! "
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