Pool party go well.. just the way we think.. all go smooth.. we did play games. Have drinks.. I never drink I always do with seniors and it's just only wine. one or two glass Sometimes. I am still underage so yeahh.. I never try to have alcohol.
We did enjoy lot of time. I did catch sometimes my sister and Noah both are flriting and kissing each other. But still that was normal to them. I feel like this that that was normal to them. but I don't Know what they are thinking.. I am happy if they both ended up together.. otherwise I am happy whatever decision made at the end..
Even I did see Ness and him also going same kissing and enjoying there own time.. and I don't know how can Nick will act like Nothing is going on and enjoy every second smiling and enjoying with her.. I mean I can't do that with Noel.. it is make me suffocating that what to do that I can stay away from me.. Noel did some to me spending time with me. But I am not comfortable with him anymore. After hearing and knowing about him. I mean who was.. I am not Nick that I can fake it.. and act like Nothing is wrong..
Lucas and Marcus both are good company. no matter what.. they know how to made me smile. and seriously they are good best to divert my mind. They don't much take front of others. But we did play seating games like Chase I always play and that is fun game. And our time killed easily. and I liie more spand with them other than Noel..
Sometimes I do flirt with them. And than Noel did get bored even angry too that I am spending more time with them. and not with him.. he got frustrated looking at me flirting with them and smiling and joking around so he go left me with them and go to Lara and zara and spend time with them. I did little surprised looking at this.. I mean seriously.. why them.. and not others.. after that I do give up.. and ignore that what he did.. I don't care anymore whatever he wants to do he can do it.
But on think is that confirm that they are not trustworthy. I am happy that Ariana and Noah both getting closer. I do have to talk with Noah too always stay with my sister so she don't go anywhere. I am keep her bussy with him. and make them to stay away from twins.. I know Ari again friend's with them.. but I just want her to be safe..
overall we had great time and enjoy our pool party..
Now it's last day that we are having party. And after that we are going to home. And I am finally feel relaxed about it. I did enjoy my best time here but still not that much which I think that will do.. I mean we do used to stay here in our summer holidays.. and that was best time for us.. but now that we have only today's day.. and than we are going back home again.. I already started to miss this place..
Everyone is bussy in getting ready. I other hand doing same. I don't know what will I do there but hope I got good company to kill my time.
Everything is going well.. party is already started. I did wear Nothing but boyfriend jeans and fancy crop top and it is look good on me. I did little bit apply make-up. And yeahh this is perfect.
We all friend's enjoy our time. Drinking an joking around. Than Lara and Zara both come and join us.
My sister and Ness get up seat on Noah and Nikole's lap and join them. And they started to enjoy there time. Intersting. Mmmm.
" So this is our last day I guess..." And like this all started to talking about it how all this year go.. how we spend time with each other. And how we do this and that.. and yeahh I did think about this..
" Any revelation.." said by Ness.. and I am thinking about on my own..
" I don't know about anybody but I will try to not to cat bitch with anybody.. focus on my study's.. " Ari said. And I did nodded in my head that now she is doing something good. I don't need to be work on her. After all she is my sister.
" I don't know it's useless because when we try something to change it. We always do that thing and ruined it everything so no revelation for me." Mia said and she is right to in her 9wn way.. sometimes we do ended up in this situation so yeahh.. I can't blem her...
Like I am thinking about stay away to all this shit.. stay away from Nick but what I am doing.. I am doing opposite to it. And this is not good at all..
" What about you Elle.." and i broke my thoughts when I heard my name..
" I didn't think anything.. but I feel like Mia is right.. when we try to stay away or not to go near or involved to bad things we indirectly doing that thing.. so I don't know.. I try to my best to not to do that.. " i said. And all boys eyes on me. And they know very well what I am talking about. How I am feeling right now..
" You are involving on this mess because you care for them.. " he said to me and my eyes meet ies. I don't know why I am thinking about him lately.
Why all of sudden all this happening.. he use to be my best friends when we are kids. And than that little incident he started to hate me.. why.. why he didn't come and talk to me and tell me that time.. we lost our whole life to hating each other. And now that we are in talking tearms I still don't know wht to feel and this is to starnge that I am nog feeling about the way I have to feel about him.. it's just different feeling. And I don't know that I like it or not. But I do know that it's not good for to feel for him that way.. I can't do that to my sister.
" Let's play the game.. never ever I have.." and we all are agree with this. and trust me it was fun..
After that song are getting loud. And than all are dancing and having fun.. and enjoy there time.
I on other hand I did enjoy with them. Dance with them. It's is new year of course who going to be miss this chance..
I do think about how our junior year go fast. And now we are going to be senior our last year. We all are together but I also known that still there is not we are like each other most.. like Lara and zara..
I don't know there storys. Why they are always like this.. why they alway act like this.. don't they can hav anyone than why still.. did they like power or somthing. And most importantly why they hate us. Why they alway try to argue with us.. did they even try to change there self..
Why my sis and Ness like there company.. I mean I don't know I never stand them. How they are act like they are besttys or somthinng..
Other hand I am totally best that I have my friend's with me. Looking at them I feel blessed.. they always understand me. Love me. Alway stay with me no matter what.. and sometimes they do give me good advice.
Just like my family.. there is nothing that I am feel like I don't have this or that. Why always complaint our wishes. I just don't know how can I explan that how much I am blessed that I have present like that.
" What you are thinking..." Lucas and Marcus both are come nad join me. And I give them smile.
" Thinking about how lucky I am that I have family that loves me so much.. and friend's are Blessings with me. What I want more mm.." i said to them..
" Sometimes what we thinking it's not that we are thinking sometimes reality is to different that we thought.. " Marcus said to me. And I do think about it that what he want to say to me..
" See I don't want you to think like that . It's just that.. don't trsut anyone so blindly that they got chance to hurt you.. and I know your too smart that I don't have to tell you this.. just take care of yourself. You are only one that who can save your own back or sometimes you do have to save your family or love onces too when times come.." Lucas said. And I do Think that why they are talking starnge like this. But I still nodded with my head. And smile at them.
" So it's new year.. you guys dating anyone new days.. anything that I have to know it.." I ask them and they both are blush.. I don't know what to think of they do have date or its just they are just like me..
" Working on it.." Marcus said and smrike at me. And I giggle..
" Again flriting with my boys.." and here we go.. and I role my eyes..
" Why jealous much.." i said to him. Drinking cold drink..
" Not jealous but want to tell you that they are not available..." He said to me joining us. And than my eyes look with him.. he is so beautiful as always.. but he's Attitude the way he arrogantly talk to me. I don't like it at all..
" And who are you there bodyguard or somthinng to telling me that back of or you just into mmm you know boys.." i said to him.. and me and guys laugh and he glaring at me. And I just wink at him..
Seriously wink at him.. the Nickolas really. How come I am acting like this..
" Hyy what you guys talkin'about.." Ness come and join us. And I about to said somthing before he spoke.
" Nothing.. you need drink.." he approach her. And feel jealous whe he did treat like queen.. and why I feel like this I don't know..
" So guy's.. tell me about you more.. I do wnat to know you more.." i said to them ignoring who make me feel insane.
Everything going fine. Me and guys enjoy our time. Noel did come and talk with me offer me to dance with him. I can't denied. So I did dance with him.
When he try to intimate me. I just push him sweetly not to showing him that he did make me uncomfortable or I don't like he's touch at all..