{Daniel's Consciousness}
"Hoo, that was a workout!" I said, brushing off the cold sweat rushing from my forehead. It was some what thrilling, being so strong no-one can stop you.
If what I just said is true, why do I feel empty? I grasp my chest, where the heart is located. My nails pierced through my shirt and into my chest. Blood flowed out of my chest, leaving tears with no emotion flowing out of my eyes.
Even when I'm feeling immense pain, It can't make me feel anything. This may be a dream, but how could I feel so many things. Is this hell, did I die in that field?
If I did, I can't say anything. It was just karma, I wanna cry but I can't! Let me cry! I need to cry!
I'm not crazy, just logical. I'm not an outcast, I'm normal, Yes! Just normal.
A flash of black and white went through me, where now?
I see my parents, smiling with eyes of disgust. Was I really an outcast if so, I'm fine with it.
Why!? Let me fucking cry! Why!?
I smash my hand into the floating abyss, blood flowed out of my nails, making the nails themself black.
Let me feel something! Anything!
I bit into my fingers, ripping out my fingernails. Blood oozed out like ink, dripping onto my feet.
I continued to every finger, and when there weren't any left I started to bite my lips off. I was yet to feel anything, the pain was just the cold sense of blood loss.
Sweat excreted from my pores, leaving the blood over my body covered in lines and a foul smell.
Fuck, I deserve to be in that hospital. If I still can't feel anything after all this, am I still human. What am I? a monster? a god? or the devil himself?
These are just hopes and dreams I used to fill my desires. I'm always second place!
Another black and white image flashed through my head.
My sister, why is she looking at me like that?
She held a gold trophy with a small pike spouting out of the base, etched into it was a quote. "For the person most likely to succeed"
I looked into my hands, it was a black trophy. It is design looked more like a gravestone than a trophy, it said "Only those who attempt the absurd can achieve the impossible"
What bullshit is this!? Fucking googled quotes!
This made my blood boil, it felt as if a I was lit on fire.
This is pissing me off! I'll kill everyone who gets in my way! If I'm a monster, so be it!
I'll become what they see me as!
Foam flushed out of my mouth as my nails grew long and my lips returned back to there supple form.
They didn't stop growing, my teeth became sharper and my hair grew out to my waist. Turning from its former hazel, to a rotten black and green.
I will rip them apart!
Honestly, this is just a useless rant. It's mostly me scribbling down my stupid thoughts of the character, and what direction I want him to go. But this is uncertain, It'll probably change in the future..