Chapter 2: Diary Entree I
5/5/05
Stop, my brain hurts; it's overloaded with my every day, problems today wasn't any different. Ahh, I still wish for it to stop. I'm not sure about a lot of things in my life: I hate myself I'm sure of that though, I'm also sure that I'm the best person in the world. Today was I hate me day, oh how much I hate myself. I wonder what death feels like, must be wonderful since everyone that dies never came back. I long to go on that journey sometimes but it seems so far away.
Today I saw a new guy at school, he said he wasn't new; I'm positive he is though; I have never seen him before. I was contemplating which way to visit death quickly when he approached me. " Hi, you look like death," he said flashing his pearly whites; I sat up and leaned against the tree; that was behind me.
" I am death," I had said flicking off the leaf that the wind had blown in my hair; he smiled at me the hint of a dimple appeared on his left cheek, for a moment I wonder how to make it fully appear.
" Are you okay?" the previous smile on his face vanished, his eyebrows furrowed as he awaits my answer, concern reflected in his eyes.
" I'm okay," I had told him half-heartedly. He raised his right brow not really believing me.
"I'm okay," I said again with confidence, believing myself just a teeny tiny bit.
" Okay, see you around," he turned around and walk away.
"Wait! what's your name?" I had asked for his name shockingly; I'm typically not interested in knowing the general population. I stood up and looked at him expectantly.
" I'll tell you the next time I see you," he threw over his shoulder, he didn't glance back at me; he just continued to walk away and I watched his back until he vanished from view.
I wish to see him again.
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