[Talking]:
I never did think about it
I mean sure the days go by and He's on my mind
But I never did think about it
I say He's my top priority
That nothing could ever change the way I feel
The way I think
And the way I look at Him
...but I never did have the right words to explain that
I didn't think they'd be good enough
That I couldn't express it enough
Or that they would ever be enough
I got a bunch a words and always time to spare
A heavy message full circle and endless care....
[Song Lyrics]:
In my head..STOP (2x)
My body rocks (2x)
Have no way out
Waterless drought
Sit here and rot
Away...
He comes like a thief
No room for sleep
I barely eat when we first meet
Could not say hi
Could not say hey
But He still was here
Never astray...
I don't know it
I don't know Him
[Main Chorus]:
I thought I was here!
I thought I was near!
I thought it was clear
But now I am lost
Cower inside
Stuck in my mind
Will I survive?
Am I alive?
Will I die?
(A few beats before the next verses)
In time I grew
Long overdue
Issues haunt me more than not
But I know He's there
I know He cares
And that's why I have to try
I'm giving in
I'm giving Him
All that I can
Strong hand in hand
I didn't know Him
Now I can let Him in
I didn't know it
Don't have to be perfect
[Back To Main Chorus]:
I thought I was here!
I thought I was near!
I thought it was clear
I still find myself lost
Cower inside
Stuck in my mind
Will I survive?
Yes, will I survive?
YEAH, I will survive
Cause I'm still alive
No time to die
....
Cause I hold Him high
....
God gave me truth, God is the key
For all that He means to me
Now, I have always believed that God should be held the highest. And while I don't know if my words are enough, they still do have huge power. Here's an original I hope inspires you and makes you truly think about how you treat God and what He means to you. I'm not much of a song writer (as I have stated before), but in writing this book, it has started to matter less and less. This is, as always, for You Heavenly Father. For You mean so much to me, and I never want You to think otherwise :)