Wang Yi-An's body was average, and light weighted as he held her up, and her feet never touch the ground. Her eyes met with Yang Tian-Xu's, and he supported her body with his. They stared at each other for a brief second, still embraced in his arms, he felt his hard pound heart. Almost as if his heart could jump out of his chest, his face flushed red as his subconsciousness forced his body to lean in closer to her. He stared deep into her eyes and his mind blanked out as he became lost in her eyes.
Disregarding how Yang Tian-Xu felt, and was embarrassed about her weight, Wang Yi-An thought, “Perhaps, I’m so heavy he can’t seem to hold me properly?” As her body slide down lower, Wang Yi-An knew she was a little heavier than most people her age or height. Her body was at an average well fit body mass, however, her breast was full and round.
Yang Tian-Xu could feel the fullness of her breast as she was press onto his body. Wang Yi-An didn’t notice it and was only concern about her weight, she thought his red face was because he used his strength keep her up. Yang Tian-Xu’s face was boiling red because he could feel her breast pressed on to his chest. The feeling had aroused his desire for her.
However, Wang Yi-An still conscious about her weight, she said, “I got the ink supply now. President Yang, you can let me down.”
Impossible to let her go just yet, he wanted to held on to her longer; much longer. Forever if he could.
Just like this...
If he died now, he'll still die as the happiest man ever, he thought. He wanted her to remain in his arms. "Isn’t there anything else you’ll need?" He asked, hoping that he could hold on to her for a few seconds longer.
"Nope…" she shook her head and said, "You can put me down now." Wang Yi-An felt a little more conscious about her weight every second as she remained in his embrace. She faced away from Yang Tian-Xu’s eyes because she felt embarrassed.
While Wang Yi-An was concern about her weight; Yang Tian-Xu felt like he was in heaven. She had lost her balance once before, as she thought, "Perhaps President Yang worried I might fall again, he might want to be sure of my safety before he let me down?"
However, it would never cross her mind that the true reason he refused to let her go was that he wanted to remain in this intimate position. "You sure there's nothing else there? You can double check, I'll hold you for as long as you need." he asked, and if someone was to point a gun at him; he would rather die than to let her go.
Wang Yi-An shook her head, "No." Yet, Yang Tian-Xu had no other choice but to slide her down lower slowly; her feet touch the ground. Their bodies unpressed against each other as he no longer needed to support her weight. However, his arms remain rested around her waist. For a short second when Wang Yi-An and Yang Tian-Xu had stared into each other's eyes; her eyes captivated him. If he could, Yang Tian-Xu wanted to spend the rest of his life as he continued to stared into her eyes forever.
Unable to helped himself anymore, for a while he stared into her eyes. He leaned in closer as he closed the gaps between him and her. The distance between their lips were so close, if only he had enough courage, and if only he would lean in a few inches closer, his lips could touch hers.
Just as Yang Tian-Xu continued to close in on her, Wang Yi-An felt a little uncomfortable. “President Yang!” she cried out as she closed her eyes, “You're getting too close to my face!”
He heard her voice and snapped out of his intoxication, "Sorry... Um..." he stuttered, and all of a sudden he made up and excuse, "There was something in your eyes!"
Wang Yi-An checked as she rubbed her eyes, while Yang Tian-Xu felt safe, as his lies was believable. Telling the truth would be an impossibility, he could never tell her he wanted to kiss her! Yang Tian-Xu was a coward, the fear of rejection overwhelmed him. It was a good thing he was quick at thinking on his feet. Yang Tian-Xu had hidden his infatuation for her well.
A reasonable excused made Wang Yi-An understood by he stared at her weirdly, as she rubbed her eyes she asked him. "Is it still there?" Wang Yi-An had a lovely voice, a little childlike but innocent and beautiful to Yang Tian-Xu’s ears. He hurried to stop her from rubbing her eyes as he grabbed onto her hands. "Don't!" A smoothing deep yet caring voice as he said, "It’s bad for your eyes if you rub them too much."
"Right…" Wang Yi-An agreed with him. But, whenever a person points to her that she had something inside her eyes while she could not see it herself; it bothered her. "Is it gone?"
"Not yet!" he said he lifted both of his hands and held her head steady, as he looked deep into her eyes. Only because he wanted it. She stared right back at him, with little suspicion. Yang Tian-Xu doesn’t know if he was ready to confess his love yet. However, if they remained in this position where he could look into her eyes, day and night, he would felt content.
"President Yang?" Wang Yi-An felt impatient, while he could only see her in his eyes, she thought, "Is it gone yet?" She wondered about what the thing might have been, as she guessed, "A loose eyelash?" But she felt nothing inside her eyes, if there were something, it would itch her. Wouldn't it?
Yang Tian-Xu knew if he confesses now, rejection would kick him hard. He can’t let that happen, he looked at her one last time before he said, “It’s gone.” As he released her from his embrace, he distanced himself from her. Yang Tian-Xu turned to face away from her. Wang Yi-An thanked him for his help, but for a second he was unresponsive.
Fixated in her eyes, he knew she harboured no feelings for him as he was nothing more than her boss. Perhaps even worst, he was nothing more to her than a co-worker. In her eyes; it was obvious for him to see how little she felt for him, however, in his eyes; she was the only person capable enough to make his heart felt tight, so much that it suffocated him inside. The thoughts of unknowing how she felt for him; it was killing him slowly. Deep in his thoughts he blurted, "Wang Yi-An, just what do you feel about me?" he blurted.