Chapter 6: Chapter 4
Our families left that night.I started to feel that lonely drench in the house a feeling of insecured and rage started to overcome me;I knew that our alone time with Zweli always means trouble the is no jolly good time between us,time for romance and love is just not there.Our definition of fun is just staying away from each others way by that I mean staying away from his personal space because that could get me in trouble.
You know that feeling when you're asleep but you can someone starring at you and your eyes just go on their own chord and stir up,Yes that one happened to me it had been weeks after our parents visit thing had been layed low Zweli hadn't been a bad person but I always waited for a time for him to just latch on me because he is just an unpredictable being,with him you always expect the unexpected.I felt his presence that morning it was very odd because he never slept with me on the same bed but that he was there.
Did he come during night or he just came in this morning? I asked myself."Goodmorning beautiful" my eyes just stucked on their sockets millions of booms went off inside of me "Mmmmmmm?" that came of as a question. "Yeah morning beautiful"he said it in a duh tone; "You beautiful pshhhh get a grib girl he's just messing with you" my subconscious mocking me being my worst demon"You know he doesn't love you ,you never beautiful to him"
"Shut up"
"Stop fooling yourself "
"Morning Mr Majola", I didn't know what to do or say after we just sat in an uncomfortable silence which we used to it, but to my surprise he spoke up first "You know I just haven't been the best husband lately but...", he trailed off "You haven't been a good husband ever" my subconscious at some time it is just a bitch "Thandiwe!" he brought me back off my thoughts "Umm listen"
"So as I was saying ,I have brought you pain,misery, unpleasant moments,heartbreak and trauma but I think am ready to fix that " .Oh please correct me if am wrong did he just apologise never in a life time has he apologised not when he had misplaced his car keys and blamed it on me not when he drank the last milk and blamed it on me but right now right here Zweli is apologizing,"Thandiwe you have been notging a good person to me so that is why I've decided that you need someone else to keep you conpany during the day when you are alone,"Um.... it's okay am fine even if am alone don't stress yourself because I haven't been that good to you as you say"."Could please wait for me to finish!!", there is my hisband I know tge one to want to be in charge of everything, "Anyways I want to have another wife she's coming to live with us next week so make sone preparations for her". WHHHHHAT never in life time have I thought Zweli is polygamy man.
But I should have know that his apology was too good to be true he was just trying to lure me into thinking that he loves me.Maybe him having another would make thing easy for me ,maybe he will go easy on me if he marries someone of his choice.
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