Chapter 51: Friends again

I spend most of my time hunting, i guess im mostly avoiding Wolf, I know he's been trying to get me on my own but with the help of my sister and with the others around Wolf hasn't had the opportunity to get me on my own, its actually really peaceful being on my own and the truth is im feeling a bit empty, I find myself at the lake a lot, I find it calming, iv been wondering a lot over the last few days what happened after we left, have they sent anyone after us? what did Blake do when he realized i was gone? as much as i hate to admit it i miss Blake,                                        "hey" i jump out of my skin, it seems Wolf has found a way to get to me after all "what are you looking at "he says coming towards me then his eyes go hard as he looks up in the direction i was looking, towards the compound and Blake's room "so missing lover boy are we?"                            "what? no i was wondering if they sent anyone out to find us" i lie ,Wolfs face softens "sorry ,i just get so mad ,you do know Blake's evil right ,he will hurt you ", i just look at him not sure what to say ,hes telling me everything i already know but if im completely honest Blake has never hurt me in anyway,sure he's got mad ,sure he made demands but he never hurt me once ,if anything he did nothing but protect me "come on"  he says then takes my hand " im sorry about what you saw with Bianca she gets under my skin ,but its over between us i want you and only you ,i know i need to make it up to you but please just give me a chance", my life is so complicated and me pineing over Blake is not going to help things i doubt id ever see him again maybe giving wolf another chance would be best "mmmm i don't know Wolf can we try being friends and see where this goes ,i miss how we used to be ,we always had fun"   a smile appears on his face "yeah we did have fun didn't we ,ok lets do it your way lets have fun" i laugh "well first things first before we head back to camp ,come with me" he follows me through some trees where there in traps i have set are wild chickens well to be precise there are 5 females and and cockeral "well who is a bloody clever girl it looks like a feast tonight"wolf says laughing "err they are not for eating ,we will keep them and collect eggs from them" i say smugly" but there's one thing you may not be too bright on" "oh yeah whats that "i bite, wolf smirks "well where do you plan on keeping them ?" again i have a smug look on my face " well that would be in the pen i asked Danlow to put together for me obviously" "obviously" wolf echos before coming to help me get the chickens back to camp the hole that is Blake still heavy in my chest.