WARNING: SPG (FEVER)
Nang hindi siya kumilos ay napadilat na ako at nagkunwaring naiinis to cover up my embarrassment.
"Ano tatanga ka na lang dyan? Kung ayaw mo umalis ka na at kukuha ako ng willing-"Naputol ang sasabihin ko nang umabante siya at pinaupo ako sa lavatory. Napasinghap ako sa lamig at napakapit sa damit niya.
"Say that again love.."namumula ang mukha niya, pababa sa leeg at dibdib na mabalahibo.
"Sabi ko hahanap ako ng ibang magsasatisfy sa a-"he cut me off again when he parted my knees and went in between me.
"Not that.. the other one.."he said then pulled me towards him. He wrapped my legs around his hips. My center touched his jeans.
Napaungol ako at biglang nawala ang focus.
"I can't remember.." i groaned then lifted his shirt up and caressed his hairy chest then his back.
He thrusted his hips. Napakalmot ako sa likod niya.
"Love.. say that again and we'll make love until you pass out."he said while thrusting so painfully slow..
"W-what do you want me to say?"i said delirious.
I groaned in protest when he stepped back. The tingling sensation stopped. Napadilat na ako at nakita siyang madilim na nakatingin sa akin. He looked so hot and sexy.. I wished he's still mine..
"You said you missed me. Say that again." He demanded. Napakagat ako ng labi at sinubukang umiwas ng tingin. But he held my chin in place.
"Peter! I want sex! If you can't give it to me, just please go!"napapalunok na sabi ko.
"I'll give that to you and more. But I just wanted to know how you feel love.. just tell me something to assure me.. anything."he said almost in tears. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko.
What was happening?
"I missed you so much love..and I still love you.."napaawang ang mga labi ko sa gulat. His confession knocked the air out of my lungs.
I looked at him with so much happiness. He still loves me.. I nodded and kissed his red lips.
"I missed you too love. I missed you so much.."umiiyak ko na ring sagot.
Bigla niyang hinila ang ulo ko palapit sa kanya at hinalikan ako ng marubdob. I copied him and lifted his shirt up to remove it.
He let go off me and undid his jeans and pulled his boxers down. His thick and huge shaft stood proud.
With my trembling hands, I took him and played with his tip. He groaned as if in pain.
"Love.. stop. I want to cum inside you." He said while clenching his jaw. Napabitaw ako at mas nanginig sa excitement. Finally.. he would give that to me..
"Do what you want with my body then.." I whispered and pulled his head for a long passionate kiss.
He carried me up and laid me on the big bed. Then part my hair that was covering my face.
"I'll make sure you won't get enough of me love. And you won't look for any other guy after me. Because they'll be pale by comparison to me." he parted my legs and knelt in between me.
"I'm yours then.."i moaned when he rubbed his tip onto my wet center.
"You're mine forever." He said then crawled on top of me and kissed me. Napakapit ako sa batok niya at humalik pabalik. He was almost swallowing me. His arms was on my side to shift his weight off me. He removed one arm and pulled my head up to angled for a better kiss.
I moaned in pain when he sucked my tongue hard. He let it go and trailed wet kisses down to my neck and sucked and licked it. I could imagine that I'll be wearing his love mark tomorrow.
"Still the same. Feels the same.." he whispered huskily and dipped his head and paid attention to my swollen breast.
He sucked my nipples alternately while massaging it. I moaned in pleasure.. how I missed his touches. And his mouth..
I groped his butt and squeezed it. It was hard and very manly.. i gasped when his hand went down to my waist and squeezed it too hard. Then his lips followed. He kissed my lower body down to my toes then back up again.
My body was trembling with so much want and anticipation. I still could remember how capable his lips and tongue.
I shivered when his lips touched my wetness. Then he licked it like an ice cream. I grabbed his hair and pulled him more while moaning.
"Love.. oh my.. i want you now!" I cried. My lust and desire was overpowering me.
"Hang on. I want to taste your first cum." He said while thrusting his tongue inside me. I pulled his hair when I felt my release nearing..
"Love!" I cried in ecstasy. Then convulsed.
My hands instantly fell on my sides. I felt tired all of a sudden.
He knelt in between me when he was done and smirked sexily.
"Tired already huh?"he huskily said. Napatango ako at sinubukang maupo para siya naman ang paligayahin ko. It was like a habit. After me, I'll eat him too.
"Love.. I'll bury my cock into you so just lie down and stay still." He commanded darkly. Napatingin ako sa pagkalalaki niyang ubod ng laki at tigas. Napapalunok na humiga ako ulit at inayos ang pagkakabuka ng mga hita ko.
He looked at my hole with thirst and glanced on my face. His pupils were dilated that I almost couldn't see the blue hues..
He kissed me from my toes up to my core then to my lips. I was panting when he finally settled in between me. He then knelt down again.
"I'll make you scream my name in so much want and ecstasy love."napaungol ako ng binundol bundol niya ang ulo niya sa pagkababae ko.
I grabbed the bedsheet in desperation.
"Just enter me! Please!" I shouted feverishly. He smirked then pulled my waist down. My eyes went wide when his tip entered me.
Napasipa ako pataas dahil sa sakit. He just grunted then held me tighter.
"Ouch!" I said when he thrusted again. I was in so much pain! Napaiyak ako ng may maramdaman akong parang may napunit.
"Peter! Masakit! Dahan dahan!" Sigaw ko when he thrusted again. I looked at our connected body. His shaft was only half buried. I trembled in pain and tried to push him away.
"Love.. I'm your first.." hindi makapaniwalang saad ni Peter. I looked at his eyes that were in tears.
Napaiyak na rin ako ng gumalaw siya para daganan ako at yakapin. He whispered something on my ear that I couldn't comprehend because the pain was killing me.
"Ouch! The pain's so unbearable Peter!" I was crying so hard.
"Hush.. it's okay.. I won't move. We'll wait until you can adjust to me."he said then pushed himself up using his arms. Napakapit ako sa bedsheets sa sakit. Patuloy na tumutulo ang mga luha ko. Then napasigaw ako sa sakit ng binigla niyang ipasok ang buo niyang pagkalalaki sa akin at dinaganan ulit ako.
Pakiramdam ko ay mahihimatay ako sa sakit. I scratched and hit his back to make him get off me.
"Love.. i swear, it's gonna be better soon. Please.. you're just hurting yourself." He closed his eyes when I punched his nose.
I was in so much pain that I want him to go away! He heaved a sigh then stayed still. He just let me hit him. When my hands and arms were getting numb, I just dug my nails on his back.
I sobbed. "I promise love.. this'll be over." He said. He had a long scratch from his neck down to his chest. He kissed me again and massaged my breast. I stopped crying. Biglang napalitan ng mumunting kiliti ang sakit nang gumalaw ako pagkaraan ng ilang minuto.
Sinubukan ko ulit gumalaw. Napadaing ako sa sakit at kiliti. Halos kalahati na lang ang sakit.
Iniyakap ko ang mga binti ko sa balakang niya at gumalaw. I gasped in pain. Masakit pa pala.. pero may nararamdaman na akong kakaiba.
Baka kapag gumalaw ako ng gumalaw ay masanay ako at mawala na ng tuluyan ang sakit?
So I thrusted frantically. I heard him hiss and let my lips go. "Love.. just stay still!"he said then pressed our connected body down to the mattress.
"No! I can feel something else beside from pain Peter! If I move more, I might get used to this and the pain wont be that unbearable!" I explained in panic and tried to move again but he just pressed me more.
"Peter! Ano ba!"galit ko ng sinabi at tinulak siya.
"Love.. stay still or you'll be sorry." He warned me with his dark expression.
"No! Just give me what I want Peter! Or I'll get it from somebody else if you can't!" I cried desperately. He clenched his jaw then lifted himself off me. Nagulat ako ng lumuhod siya at bahagyang nahugot ang kanya.
I moaned in pleasure. Sobrang sarap. Nang unti unti niyang hugutin ang kanya ay naalarma ako at napaupo para pigilan siya.
"What are you doing?"nanlalaki ang mga mata ko habang hawak siya sa braso.
"You just say what you want to say without thinking of my feelings love." Umiiling na sabi niya.
"What? In the middle of this? Come on Peter!" Hindi ako makapaniwalang magtatampo siya habang nasa kalagitnaan kami ng pagtatalik.
He pulled himself out totally. I gasped. I saw some blood stain round his shaft.
"So you're backing out now ganon?" I hissed in anger.
"I don't want to be used by you again Loveria. You sucked me dry then left me to die before." Napaawang ang mga labi ko sa pinagsasasabi niya. Hindi ko siya maunawaan. Ano ba ang sinabi ko?
"Peter! Can't we talk about that some other time? Just continue! You're as hard as a rock pa!"sagot ko at muling tumingin sa pagkalalaki niya. Tumayo siya at iniwan ako sa kama. Napatunganga lang ako.
Kanina lang ay okay pa kami ah. Ano bang nangyari?
Napasunod lang ako ng tingin sa kanya nang magsuot na siya ng boxers niya at tshirt.
So walang part two? Sinubukan kong tumayo pero sobrang sakit nang gitna ko. Tinawag ko siya ulit pero isinara na niya ang zipper niya. Then he just casually walked out of my room.
What was happening? I pulled my hair in annoyance.
Nakatulog ako sa pagod at sakit ng katawan ko. Nang magising ako kinabukasan ay sobrang sama ng pakiramdam ko at nahihilo ako. Tinalo ko pa ang may hang over.
I cried in pain when I tried to get up from my bed. Every part of me was aching. Especially my middle part. My eyes were sore and my body felt hot.
I called the reception to send me some pain reliever, thermometer and toast and butter with coffee. Wala akong ganang kumain so ito na lang muna.
Nagshower na ako at kumain ng makarating ang breakfast ko. Chi-neck ko na rin ang temperature ko. Nagulat ako sa taas nang fever ko. Thirty nine point five! Kaya siguro sobrang hilo ko at bigat ng katawan ko.
Nakakainis dahil balak ko pa namang kausapin si Peter. Baka kaya siya nagtampo kagabi dahil sinabi kong kukuha ako ng ibang lalaki kung hindi niya ako gagalawin. Parang ang sama ko doon. Siya yong kasama ko pero nagbanggit ako ng ibang lalaki. Gusto ko lang magsorry.
Sinubukan kong manood ng movie pero ayaw gumana ng laptop ko! Tinignan ko ang internet. It was down.
Tumawag ako sa reception para ipaayos ito. Ito na nga lang kasi ang gagawin ko maghapon dahil hindi na naman ako makakapag surf sa lagay ko ngayon! Baka maaksidente lang ako.
After few minutes ay may kumatok sa pintuan ko so dahan dahan akong tumayo para pagbuksan ang handy man nila.
"Good morning po." Bati ng gwapong lalaki sa akin. Nakafitted siyang tshirt at ripped jeans. Napangiti ako agad at pinatuloy siya..
In fairness.. ang gwapo at macho ng handy man nila. Kung hindi lang siguro nauna si Peter sa akin kagabi ay baka inakit akit ko na ito. Mukhang okay eh. Healthy at malinis..
Napailing lang ako ng bahagya sa iniisip ko. Nabutas lang ako kagabi tapos kung ano ano ng kamunduhan ang pinag iisip ko.
"I'll just leave the door open so you'll feel safe."he said with his sexy voice. Napatango ako at dahan dahang humiga sa kama ko at nagkumot.
Nahihilo pa ako kaya ipinikit ko na ang mga mata ko. Nabigla ako ng makarinig ng ingay sa hindi kalayuan. Mukhang nakatulog ako..
Napaupo ako ng dahan dahan ng makita si Peter na galit na galit na kinakausap ang lalaki.
"You just woke her up Peter!"napatingin si Peter sa akin at lumakad palapit.
Naguguluhan kong tinignan ang lalaki. Kung makapag usap sila ay parang magkalevel lang.. I mean parang magkakilala..
Napakamot siya ng batok. Mukhang nabasa niya ang iniisip ko.
"Sorry I haven't introduced myself. I'm Sean Altamirano."I furrowed my eyebrows. His name sounds familiar.
Peter sat on my right and touched my forehead. "His family owns this hotel." Napatango lang ako. Kaya siguro parang nakita ko na siya before.
"And I don't know why he's the one fixing your internet if he can get his men to work here!" Galit na sabi ni Peter. Napatingin lang ako sa lalaking nabitin kagabi. Mukhang mainit pa rin ang ulo niya.
Napasuklay ako ng buhok ko at tumayo para umihi.
Paglabas ko ay may maraming pagkain na. Bigla akong ginutom.
Nakaupo na si Sean at Peter sa hapag. Rinig ko ang inis na boses ni Peter.
Kinuha ko ang thermometer at isinubo bago naupo sa bakanteng upuan.
"You still have fever so you need to just rest all day love. No monkey business." Sabi ni Peter sa akin pero tumingin siya kay Sean habang sinasabi ang mga huling salita. Napailing lang si Sean at kumindat sa akin. Natawa ako sa kanilang dalawa. Hindi ko alam na magkaibigan pala sila.
"Well, it's the lady who has to decide." Nang iinis na sinabi ni Sean at kinausap na ako. Nang tumunog ang thermometer ay kinuha agad ito ni Peter at tinignan. He clenched his jaw again.
"Shut up Sean! She's sick!"inis na sabi ni Peter at ibinaba ang thermometer. Napatingin ako dito at nakitang bumaba ng point seven ang lagnat ko.
"Well.. who made you sick Miss Monteverde?" I just furrowed my eyebrows then shook my head.
"Nag swimming ako kagabi. Nasobrahan lang siguro." Paos kong sagot at tinignan ang mga pagkain. Nagugutom na ako.
Sinalinan ako ni Peter ng mga pagkain habang nagpaparinig kay Sean.
"We swam and went to bed late." Peter said then looked at my bed. Napatingin na rin ako at nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang makita ang mantsa ng dugo sa bedsheet!
"Lucky.."tumatawang sagot ni Sean at binawi ang tingin mula sa kama ko.
Bigla akong nakaramdam ng hiya at pag iinit ng mukha. Tahimik akong kumain nang nakayuko.
"Well.. no wonder she's sick. I heard you and your friends are brutal in bed."mas lalong nag init ang mga pisngi ko.
"As if you're not like that Sean! And you're embarrassing my fiancée so shut the fuck up!"galit na sagot ni Peter. Napasulyap lang ako kay Sean at Peter. He was clenching his jaw while Sean had a smirk on his face.
"What? I'm not like you! You know what Miss Monteverde? Women can't get enough of them because they're very aggressive in bed. And they all loved it. Some even ended up in hospital I heard. So watch out. You might suffer the same fate."tumawa na siya nang malakas. Peter swore loudly and pulled Sean out of his seat. Ready to punch his face.
"Hey! Stop it! I'm eating!" Galit ko ng sigaw. Ramdam ko ang pagkapikon ni Peter kay Sean. Ang walang hiya naman kasi inaasar pa si Peter.
Hinila ko na si Peter gamit ang nanghihina kong mga kamay. He instantly pulled his hand away from Sean's collar and hugged me tight.
"Whipped!"he smirked and sat back down and continued eating.
Tahimik kaming kumain at biglang umayos ang usapan nila nang magsalita si Sean tungkol sa business.
Hay nako..
Ang sakit nila sa bangs.
Kanina lang ay parang magpapatayan na. Ngayon ay parang matalik na magkaibigan ulit.
Boys and their weird ways..
Sa mga lumipas na araw ay hindi na ako tinantanan ni Peter. He would knock on my door early in the morning for our swim. Then we would do surfing and tour around the nearby cities.
On my last day here, I decided to finally talk to Calvin. Nasa Surigao pa rin daw siya at pinuntahan na siya ng pamilya niya para pauwiin pero hindi siya pumayag hanggat hinid ako nakakausap. He was becoming a pain in my neck. I saw in his feeds how broken he was. At syempre, there were lots of comments about it. Some were our acquaintances asking what happened to us. Some were even from their relatives that couldn't help but to put shade on me. It was getting messy and I wanted to finally clear everything to him. He should prioritise his child.
So before I ended my night with Peter last night, ay sinabihan ko na siyang may lalakarin lang ako bukas. Nagprisinta siyang samahan ako pero tumanggi ako. I wanted to talk to Calvin alone.
So I woke early in the morning and prepared for the day.
I showered and went out of my room to eat. Nakita ko agad si Peter na naghihintay sa akin. Nakashirt at jeans ulit!
"Not swimming today?"Tanong ko. Madilim ang mga matang tumitig siya sa akin at umiling.
"Just tell me where are you going so Ashmere won't give me hell love."he said darkly.
Napatango ako. "I'll be around the town proper lang. Maybe look for souvenirs." Sabi ko.
"We've done that two days ago." He said then pulled me inside the elevator. Napatango ulit ako at kumapit sa braso niya.
"Oo. But it's not enough. Nakita ko sa internet na may street market sila today."malambing kong sagot at pinagpag ang matigas niyang dibdib at humawak sa batok niya para masahiin. Napapikit siya habang nag iigtingan ang mga panga.
"Stay with me the whole day love.."binawi ko ang mga kamay at mahinang tinapik ang pisngi niya.
"Nope! I need to go" i said popping the p.
He swallowed hard then looked at me with his dilated pupils. He looked so hot talaga. Gwapo at nakakaakit.
"We'll stay in bed.. we'll do what you want.."he huskily bargained. Napatawa ako. Sayang..
"Sorry Peter.. but I really need to do this."sabi ko na may hint ng desperation at lumabas na sa elevator.
"More important than me?" Napatigil ako sa sinabi niya. At lumunok.
"Peter.. you're important to me. Way more important but I just need to do this. Tonight.. I promise." Sabi ko at hinila na siya. Halata na napipilitan lang siya pero tumahimik naman. He still put food on my plate and refilled my glass.
When we were finished, he asked me again if he can come with me. Parang bata lang.
I kissed his lips and shook my head before taking the taxi.
Napangiti ako at humawak sa mga labi ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.
My baby boy's sulking..
Tahimik kaming nagbyahe. After fifteen minutes ay ibinaba na ako sa harap ng hotel ni Calvin. Even if I told Kuya driver to drop me off at the restaurant near this hotel. Baka hindi ako narinig.
Lumakad na ako papunta sa restaurant dahil doon kami magkikita ni Calvin. But on my way, I saw him walking towards me and was kinda agitated.
"Hon! Thank god you came! I've been waiting in that restaurant since seven." He said the hugged me tight.
Nagulat ako kaya hindi ako nakakilos agad. When he pulled away and was about to kiss me ay napabaling lang ang mukha ko sa ibang direksyon.
His lips fell on my cheek. Nang tumagal ito ay tinulak ko na siya.
"You should know that I came here to break everything up between us Calvin." I said sternly.
He pulled me towards his hotel at nang hilain niya ako papunta sa elevator ay hinila ko na pabalik ang kamay ko.
"Sa public tayo mag usap Calvin!"galit kong sabi. Napahinto siya at tinignan ang kamay niya na nakahawak sa akin. His eyes were red and then his tears fell.
Napabaling ako sa ibang direksyon at lumakad papunta sa may garden. Hindi ko matagalan ang makita siyang ganito. He became my friend before this happens kaya ayokong magkasira kami. As much as possible, I still wanted him to be my friend.
Nang makarating kami sa garden ay umupo na ako. Napipilitang naupo din siya.
"You have to choose them Calvin and not me. May obligasyon kana sa kanila. Be a man and a father to him."
"It's you I love Shanelle. Whatever happened between us was a mistake. She drugged me. She's too obsessed."he cried while covering his face with both hands.
"Kahit na Calvin! Hindi kasalanan ng bata ang kasalanan ng ina! Pakasalan mo siya at buuin mo ang pamilya mo."
"I already gave my name to him Shanelle. I'm also supporting his needs. That's all I can offer." He then looked at me with red eyes.
"It's you I want to marry. Gusto kong ikaw ang maging ina ng mga anak ko hon."
Napailing ako. Ang tigas ng ulo niya.
"My ex fiancé just came back from America and he wants to marry me." Napatulala siya sa akin. Gusto kong humingi ng tawad kay Peter dahil gagamitin ko siya sa pagsisinungaling ko.
"I got engaged when I was fourteen. I fell for him. And until now, I'm still in love with him Calvin. Please.. just let me go..we're.. we're not meant to be..."nanghihina ako sa sakit na nakikita ko sa mga mata ni Calvin.
"A-akala ko ba si Travis? May iba pa pala?" Umiiyak na tumatawang tanong niya.
Umiling ako. "Me and Travis never happened. Sana ayusin mo ang buhay mo at panagutan ang nanay ng anak mo. Dahil baka magsisi ka kapag inilayo na nya ang anak mo at hindi mo na sila kailanman makikita."naaawa kong sagot at tumayo na bago tinapik ang balikat niya.
Pero mabilis niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko.
"I-I'll do what you want.. but can I spent my remaining time with you today?"he pleaded.
Gusto ko sanang tumutol pero napatango na lang ako.
He smiled and got up to hug me. I hugged him back while caressing his hair.
"You'll be a good father and husband Calvin. I can feel it."I whispered.
"Thanks Shanelle. I do hope so.." he said then kissed me on my cheek. Napangiti ako at tinapik ang pisngi niyang namayat.
"So saan tayo pupunta ngayon?" I asked..
He just smiled and pulled me to the elevator. Up to his room.
Napangiti ako sa sarili nang maalala ang mga ginawa namin ni Calvin. Para kaming bumalik sa dati. Noong magkaibigan pa lang kami. We roomed the city, bought some souvenirs for his child and his family then just ate all day. We had a great day and promised to contact each other every now and then. Pero sinabi kong unahin niya muna ang mag ina niya bago ang kontakin ako.
So we parted as friends. Like before.
I went out of the elevator and walked to Peter's room. I have his spare keycard so I opened it. Mabilisan kung ginala ang paningin ko at nakitang madilim ito at walang movement sa bed so nagkibit balikat lang ako at lumabas na.
Maybe he's in the bar or something..
Napakunot ang noo ko nang makitang hindi nakasara ang pintuan ko. Bigla akong napaisip.
I did closed my door this morning.. but maybe the cleaner forgot to close it properly.
I pushed it open and was about to put my keycard to the wall to switch my lights on when Peter's anger voice boomed in the room.
Napalundag ako sa gulat. Nahulog ang keycard kaya kinapa ko ito.
He came towards me and grabbed my arm tightly.
"Did he satisfied you enough Loveria?" Naguguluhang tumingin ako sa kanya habang inilalagay ang keycard sa wall slot. The light switched on.
"Did he made you cum harder than me that's why you chose to be with that toy of yours! Answer me damn it!" I could feel his rage. Burning him whole.
"Peter! Nasasaktan ako!" Napaiyak ako nang hawakan nya ang mga braso ko ng mas mahigpit.
I shrieked when he dragged me to my bed and pushed me down with so much force.
Napadapa ako at napalingon sa kanya ng hilain niya at punitin ang dress ko. He undid his bathrobe and his shaft was hard and ready.
"We'll see who can make you scream louder Loveria.."he said then lunged at me.
Hi Guys!
It’s me again. As you all know(if you’ve read my first two books) this book will soon be finished so I was hoping to get any feedback from you.
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