First Time In The Wild
A/N: So here it is the first chapter, although I started this book so suddenly I still won't abandon my other book, which I would try to give my hardest to keep it going and write it how I want it to turn out, even though I want to delete it again. But overall I hope this situation does you good and you are in a good mental state.
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"I never fitted in between my kind, but I realized that it wasn't that I didn't fit in. I was in a wrong world. I belong to the wild. My home. "~by me.
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Someone's P. O. V
Pain.
Pain was summoning my body. Rage along with feeling. A feeling such strong cicrled my whole beign.
I could feel the tension building in my muscles as I struggled to breathe from the agonizing amount of pain. Both mentally and physically.
The feeling of being ran over by a bus would have been more barable rather than being thrown into another world falling from the sky from 15 meters if not more. Crushing my whole body as if I was a rag doll being thrown off by a kid who isn't satisfied with the toy it's mother bought.
Groaning in such immense hurt I slowly rolled, on my back feeling the leaves under me crunching and hearing the sound of the wild. Whilst holding my hurt ribs and ankle I was gasping and panting for air.
But instead I felt the air being sucked out of my lungs every time I tried to breathe in. My ribs hurt a lot along with my hand as well. But holding onto my hurt parts wouldn't most definitely help. It is not like I had healing powers now did I.
Cursing upon the moon goddess and my fate I curled up in a fetal position, as I held onto my ankle and ribs trying not to move too much that can cause any sudden pain.
But to no avail nonetheless I still felt the agonizing feeling of my ribs being broken and screams leaving my body as I move and feel the sharp sudden pain in my hurt area.
I was shutting my eyes with so much force as the new shed tears, made their way to the old traces of my previous crying session .
Crying seems to be like a hobby of mine. But this time it is different.
This time I am crying for not being strong enough, I am crying for being taken advantage of, I am crying for my broken soul and broken world.
This time for the first god forbidden time I am crying for myself.
But crying won't help my situation currently nor worsen it either. So having no other choice I stood there helplessly on the cold muddy grass covered by tons of leafs with all spectrums of warm colors.
It was autumn and it was freezing that I could tell.
The ground looked like it was covered by a blanket rich in warm colors, that it seemed to hide many traces, many footsteps and many paths.
But the ground I am laying on seems to be left untouched by any breathing alive thing for that matter. The time passed and my cries seemed to die down, as my silent pleas and cries of helplessness and whaling for help. It all died down just how my will to live to see another day did.
"Why, Why me out of all people?! For fucks sake why me. Moon Goddess why do you always chose me, why why why?!, I wanted just to be accepted that's all"
I cried and whailed as if it would make a difference that I was left and abandoned just in matter of seconds by my precious mate and family.
I was crying so much that I felt like I cried out for all these years I was molested mentally and physically.
Wetting my baggy gray and purple striped T-shirt with my tears even more as it was already damp and wet enough from the ground, now clinging to me like a second skin.
it doesn't give me any sort of warmness nor comfort. My black skinny ripped jeans and now torn even more leaving bigger parts of my legs being on full display. My hair is messy and dirty from laying on the wet ground.
Branches are knotted all over my hair as a result of me falling down from the portal I came from.
Having no other choice I stayed silent, with my eyes still closed shut as I was too scared to look where I am.
Obviously not heaven, because if it was I would be disappointed.
My world, or rather the world around me suddenly seems to spin as I felt the burning pain in my head. It must have been because of my fall or my pathetic cries.
However the pain haven't stopped even when I massaged my temples and sat up, supportting my weight and body on the big tree behind me.
Sighing I tried to wrap my arms around me to create some sense of warmth with no avail. Staying like that my head hurt more and more as I was trying not to fall asleep.
But key word TRIED, my head started hurting so bad that it felt like as if someone was hitting my head on the wall cracking my skull open.
Unfortunately last thing I saw was the mischievous hidden smile in the shadows,then everything went black and I could hear the ringing in my ears.
But the new found presence in my head made itself known by chating the words
"Mia morbus" over and over again as the pain crashed in massive waves not giving me a second to adjust to it.
Finally dark summoned me again, I am home in the dark falling into the soft arms of death where I belong.
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There was I again in pain, doubling over in pain crying out for god knows what help exists to be given to me.
Asking for mercy. It seems I have ended up into the lost souls forrest.
The worst place out of all places in the world or paranormal world.
There was I a fallen child into the dark world, the world where the souls lurk in the dark mysterious shadows leaving you traumatized for lifetime if you ever encountered to see any of them.
Not that you will ever survive to be left to talk about it though.
Nonetheless my attention was shifted back on me again so fast. Out of all things what weirded me out the most was, how was I able to see all of this with my own two eyes.
Someone is playing a really sick game either that or I am really dead and looking over my body.
Oh wait this is the part where I pass out unconscious I wonder what happened to me.
I guess I'll watch and find out.
But unfortunately the world I am in starts to crumble and shatter, as the vivid image of tall tress and dark shadows swallowing my whole body flew around.
But the world wasn't shattering I was actually sucked in. In my own body from my own body that I was watching the same body I watched scream and my ghostly body being sucked in my own mouth.
What the actual fuck.
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Third P. O. V
There she was helplessly laying on the ground.
Her soul being summoned and surrounded by the energy that dared to invade her privacy and disturb her silent soul.
The same soul that have been shattered too many times unable to count. The same soul that have been rejected many times, the one who have been shattered too many times and in too many pieces leaving her soulless.
The heart pure of gold now filling with vengeance and so much hatered towards every living breathing thing. Her tiny body now is breaking, her bones cracking and bending, her body floating over the ground, rising in the air.
She was floating with such grace, her feet lifting in the air just as her whole body, as if she was layed on a invisible bed mid-air.
Her body being broken in weird angles as you can hear a loud crack of her bones as a sign of breaking.
Her head twisting . But her eyes were closed still. No screams leaving her hopeless body like before. Her mesmerizing once honey eyes were covered with her heavy eyelids, rimmed with her long, luxurious rich eye lashes.
Her breathing coming down to a point you would assume she is dead. Her chubby cute cheeks are rosy, her small button nose as well as a result from the cold.
Now her soft plump limps, are red as blood. The ends of the mouth are splitting now from one cheek to other so wide, forming a creepy smile.
The ends of her mouth now look sewed but the cuts still look fresh and bloody. Her teeth starting to grow more and more and so sharp. Sharper than any sword,ready to cut throught the skin of the offender. She now had two big sharp fangs poking out of her upper lip.
Her nails now grow in length looking like claws so deadly, ready to cut someone's throat open and take someone's heart out.
Her once tiny hands now look so big as a result of the claws. But the change wasn't done, her soul was now so sour and lured by the darkest demons are clawing inside her brain forcing to open the last door of her privacy losing all sanity.
There they were the black horns growing so big and sharp that puts the King of the demons horns to shame. There she float a fallen child given a second chance.
A chance and her promise to ruin every breathing thing that was a danger or any form of threat to her. And with the scream of the deepest hell the earth shattered and shook with such force from her alluring power, challenging every creature to a death battle.
A piercing scream was resonated amongst the dark night.
And whoever touched her would be damned to awaken the hell and heaven, they will regret disturbing her peace, for they shall pay with their soul.
There she awoke,stirring in her state she then snapped her eyelids open revealing her usual eye color with the deepest colors of red, while the other eye was dark as the night, even darker than the alluring shadows and darker than her wicked soul.
But the right eye was as red as ever even the fires colors are a shame to her now lava red flames her iris turning into a snakes slit and her eyes now held power causing fear into the ones who looked at her.
Nobody would dare to sign up for a death contract. Her now creepy formed smile formed the words
"Vera"
as she awoke and her voice shaking the whole place with such tremendous power that the lurking souls in the shadows now ran away in fear.
Her voice now sounding lower than any wolf's growl and the roar louder than any creature to exist.
She shook the forest to the core.
She is awake and now everyone would pay who disrespected the goddess for who she was the chosen one of the dragons.
The mother and the queen of the wild.
She is Zara.
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A/N:so that's all for today's chapter for starters, I hope you liked it and it fulfilled the expectations of how you think it was going to be wrote. If not then that's okay too I most certainly fulfilled mines so I am content and happy as long as it sounds good to me. But either way I'd be thankful to receive a back feed on how I am doing on the first chapter of the book. I would be more than happy to read them and reply in the comments. I would love to connect with my readers. So with that note I'll leave you all here, stay safe and remember be your own priority. Love ya♡.
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