My day went so slow and so long, it was very very long even for a boring day like that one. And that tortured me in a cruel way.
Especially that mind needs a break from all of what's going on inside of it, but that didn't happened today.
My mind just kept going on and on, playing Andrew's words over and over again. Even Monte noticed that I was so lost in my own painful thoughts, that man is really nice to me all the time.
Although I couldn't tell him what's actually bothering me...
I mean what should've I said to him? I'm sorry for worrying you, but I'm honestly absent minded because your best friend's brother, I mean my fiance cheated on me with a prostitute and called it nothing, and that's not the worst of it, he actually thinks I'm the one to blame when I didn't let him in my pants when we were on a break.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not slut shaming anyone and I'm not trying to insult that girl whoever she is because she's a prostitute.
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!
Creation is hard, cheer me up! VOTE for me!