Chapter 193: Time

"My heart only wanted you, and I fear it will be the same in this life and the next. But I can not keep loving as that love only leads to my own death and suffering, so this is the part where I leave you to be loved by someone else. I know it's selfish to have another have my fate, but I don't care anymore. Let them be betrayed, belittled , broken, tortured, and cheated on. For this heart that loved and long for you for thousand lifetimes has stopped beating to the rhythm of your own and is so tired of begging and pleading for yours to do the same."