Chapter 48: Finally realising how dumb i am

i don't know , i just wanted to feel loved but in the end after years of chasing after it i gave up the hopeful thought that i would ever find it .

In that moment of loss i found that love had always been following me around by the people who gave me their hearts and wanted nothing in return . And here i was chasing after someone who broke my heart and who kept me at an arms length .