I feel disgusted. I wanted to smash my phone onto the ground, but I need to stay calm. I unlocked my phone and read his messages.
[ "๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ถ๐ฑ" ]
[ "๐ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ." ]
[ "๐๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ช๐จ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ" ]
I grit my teeth in anger. I blocked his number immediately.
While I stood there on the cold floor, letting the water trickle down from my hair, my heart ached. Images from the past started to pour out. His sweet nothings, the movies we watched, the times where we...
I shook my head.
It's useless to remember the past. He hurt me, and that's it. I need to forget about my ex.
I wore the clothes that have been prepared and walked out of my room. I saw Mello is still napping. I checked her bowls, they're still full. I wanted to take a breather. I want to forget everything.
But I don't know where to go.
Unconsciously I'm already outside. I'm in the empty hallway. I walked over to the giant window, placed my hand on it while looking outside. Beautiful scenery. I wanted to go out but I can't leave Mello alone.
"Yoon?"
I jolted in surprise when I heard someone calling out my name.
But I already guessed who it is.
"... Joonwoo," I mumbled.
"!?"
I looked at Joonwoo with a confused look. Why is he looking at me like that? his expression stiffened. Is there something on my face?
"... Y-Yoon, you're crying,"
"?"
I'm, crying?
My fingers are shaking, I don't know they're shaking until I see them myself with my eyes that are hot, blurry, and wet. I put my fingers gently on my wet cheeks, then look back at Joonwoo with wide eyes.
Suddenly, a rush of shame flew through my body. Joonwoo saw me crying like a little girl. He's the first person that I don't want to see right now. Especially in my state like this.
I quickly averted my gaze and wiped the tears from my face. Joonwoo walked over to me while rummaging something from his pockets.
"Stay away!"
My voice echoed in the empty hall. Joonwoo stopped his tracks.
I sniffled, kept wiping the tears that won't stop coming out from my eyes. I hurriedly walked back to the apartment.
"Yoon,"
I ignored Joonwoo's call and closed the door behind me. I sighed heavily, pressing my forehead onto the door.
Slowly I slumped to the floor, trying to hold the tears down.
Mello who's probably heard my sniffles walked toward me curiously. She rubbed herself onto my arm. I weakly pat her head.
"... I'm okay," I whispered to her.
"Mew,"
She only meowed in response.
I sat there for almost ten minutes until I heard a new message from my phone. I frowned. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. But what if it's important?
I checked the message.
[ "๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ณ๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ?" ]
"... Hah,"
A bitter chuckle escaped my lips when I saw Joonwoo's message. My mind has gone blank.
An ice cream huh?
I paused for a while, staring blankly to his message.
Then I decided to reply.
[ "๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฉ" ]
— New chapter is coming soon — Write a review