Chapter 504: Making love

Darrien 

I hold him in my arms and he squeezes tightly. The moon shines into the room as

We lay on the bed together. It glistens in his eyes and I can see that glow that I live for. He is quiet but I am sure that he is in a good place right now. When I came into the room, he wasn't in a good place. He was scared and feeling all the guilt--somehow, it rushed into him with no warning.

It is not easy to take another person's life, even though that person deserved it. I know how he is feeling. I have done my fair share of killing. The first time I killed a man, I thought about it for so long. It made me feel less than, made me feel less than human. 

Jabi is innocent and he will always be that innocent boy that I fell in love with. Nothing and no one is going to take that away from him. 

Not even fucking Lenny. 

"You're staring at me again,'' he blushes as he nuzzles closer to me.