Chapter 6 : Tired NOW
It was the day of Red's burial. I was wearing white dress & decides to be 5 meters away.
"It is too hurtful (I put my right hand on my chest while crumpling it). This isn't true."
In a distant Louie is waiting for me in his car. He was wearing shades I doesn't want to go outside.
" Reeeeeddddd!"Red's mother mourned loudly while his coffin was put in the deep hole with white flowers being spread above.
After an hour, all people left except me. I just sit on the grass while looking in the soil where Red was placed. I looked liked an insane woman.
I looked down & doesn't want to moved.
I was too angry to myself. So I removed my two high heeled silver shoes & thrown it away while crying & punching the grass due to my regrets of not telling Red that I love him too.
"Red, please tell me that I was just dreaming." I said while crying & placing my face on the green grass.
While crying, I forgot that someone was waiting for me from faraway.
Louie suddenly lift me up & wiped my dirty face by his two soft hands.
"Stop it. Do not cry for him." He said to me in a serious face.
I stopped crying I just stare to his face.
He looks upset to me but I do not care.
He tries to fix me by sitting me properly & removing dusts in my white dress.
He walks from a distance & gets my two shoes.
Without saying anything, he touches my too dirty feet to remove grasses.
"Stand." He instructed me.
I stand because he looks angry on me.
He kneel infront of me in a sweet way.
Please put your hand on my top shoulder to avoid finding it hard to wear the shoes.
I t was too kind of Louie. He puts my shoes on me that stopped me from feeling sad.
Though I was too sad, he manages to change my mood.
I stand up straight & he stand infront of me.
He smiled sweetly to me, as if nothing happens.
"Can I fix your lovely hair even if my hand was too dirt?" He asked me.
"Yes..." I said with a smile.
Louie combed my hair by his hand with a smile.
"You are now beautiful again." He said to me while holding my head.
I know he was lying but somehow, even if I looked like this he still take good care of me.
For no reason.
I wish that one day I could return all of his kindness to me.
...but...but now... I should try to fix myself.
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On the next day, I was again reading Red's diary beside the beach's riff.
I was feeling too tired of crying & the world without him.
So In my pain, I thrown his diary to the ocean. Then after that, I regret throwing it. So I jumped to get it. However, it was too deep (more than 10 feet) & I am not good in swimming. I am too insane. Louie was at his work. Nobody can save me.
I saw the diary & I was trying to get it but it feels like I was out of oxygen.
Does it mean that I was going to die now? Am I going to see Red in heaven?
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