Note: This is an alternative ending. You can view it as an ending if you like it or if you don't like it, then it doesn't count. It's canon depending if you like the single ML route or the harem route.
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There was a long sigh and a long peaceful moment. This was the day Frozen Milk has looked forward to the most. It was a chapter in a book that would be called the beginning.
Why? Frozen Milk didn't know. Maybe because it'd be akin to a title like 'Beginning of a peaceful day' 'Beginning of Frozen Milk's rest without his harem' 'The beginning of the end that soon would arrive because of his harem' all of them obviously pointed towards one direction.
Yet Frozen Milk missed the point but that was ok. Because Frozen Milk finally could take a break. From what? Of course from his leeching characters and blood-no, brain-sucking system!
What did Frozen Milk do in order to achieve this super-ultra-rare-golden opportunity? Anticipation, please. Drumroll, please! Dun Dun Dun.
Yep, Frozen Milk himself didn't know how but it was very pleasing and wonderfully relaxing.
Frozen Milk's characters were all of a sudden invited to a banquet yet Frozen Milk feigned sickness and remained at home. This brilliantly large mansion he could have all to himself.
What about the system? Hahahaha…. Hehehe… Muahahahaha
Frozen Milk couldn't contain his joy.
Surprisingly his system had to do something, it said someone was about to awake and his system had to be there.
Probably just another victim for his system to abuse and toy with.
Frozen Milk would be grateful if his system nested itself in that person's brain and left Frozen Milk. But for some reason, Frozen Milk didn't want to admit, he'd feel lonely.
Frozen Milk poured himself wine. The dark red was particularly eye-catching.
The system had been with Frozen Milk since the beginning. Frozen Milk couldn't deny saying that he was glad he had a presence to comfort him when he was thrown into the unknown depths of transmigration.
Frozen Milk thought about everything that has happened and suddenly became nostalgic...a weird feeling swelled up. It was this cursed feeling that only privileged people could have. Only people that had others in their lives would feel this emotion.
This yearning to see someone. It was missing someone.
Frozen Milk did miss his loud and noisy characters. Frozen Milk had to admit that after his transmigration Frozen Milk's life was everything other than lonely. Even though his characters' intentions were questionable, Frozen Milk was still happy to have them.
In this life, Frozen Milk got to experience what happiness was. The lonely boy who was abandoned and then turned into scum because the only attention he'd receive were from his blackened readers, finally knew what living meant.
Frozen Milk twirled the wine glass sitting on his bed.
BANG.
The wine spilt all over Frozen Milk. A huge shock has gripped Frozen Milk when he saw his door being kicked open.
Frozen Milk stared at the culprit and sweat ran down his back, "Prota?"
Frozen Milk cautiously asked and lightly gulped. Prota didn't seem to be in his right state.
But then Prota gave his usual happy and naïve smile," Frozen Milk!"
And Frozen Milk thought he just hallucinated Prota's expression a second ago.
Of course, Prota wouldn't be able to make such a pained expres-
Frozen Milk was reminded of the competition and meeting Vil for the first time. The bloody sight of Prota still made Frozen Milk's heart ache.
At that time, Frozen Milk would've gladly sacrificed everything for Prota. Just to keep his precious smile.
As Prota approached Frozen Milk, Frozen Milk watched Prota with a complicated gaze.
Now that Frozen Milk thought about it. Forsaking his life for someone wasn't typical for him or most people. Especially foresaking both worlds.
Frozen Milk should've realised sooner but his feelings towards Prota were really …weren't normal or easy.
When Prota showed affection, Frozen Milk's heart would-
"Frozen Milk," Prota sat next to Frozen Milk on the bed and took away the wine glass, "You shouldn't drink so much."
Apart from the light contact their fingers made, Prota refrained from touching Frozen Milk. Frozen Milk felt weird, usually, Prota'd be all clingy and fight to be intimate with Frozen Milk. It really was weird and somehow Frozen Milk felt disappointed.
"Shouldn't you be with the others?" Frozen Milk wondered why Prota was here.
"I wanted to be alone with you. Truly alone."
Now that sounded like his protagonist.
Having Prota so close, Frozen Milk once again could feel Prota's pheromones trying to seduce him. His damned protagonist was really too damn good-looking. Damn. It was 3 slaps on each cheek.
"Actually I wanted to talk to you," Prota's brown eyes with a golden tint in them seemed like they held the whole universe and his tone was serious, unlike any other time Prota spoke before, "It's important."
"Say it," Frozen Milk didn't mean to sound so overbearing but Prota gently smiled. It was a smile that could melt even lava and make it 100 degrees hotter from blushing.
"Frozen Milk. I want to be honest and I want you to be honest with me too."
For some reason, Frozen Milk had a bad foreboding. Didn't this sound like a farewell? Was Prota going to leave? At this thought, Frozen Milk couldn't help but flinch.
Yet Prota's smile only deepened and turned even more gentle, as if everything Prota wanted was right in front of him as if the meaning of his life was found a long time ago as if none of the worlds could compare to the treasure before him.
Prota had to say it. If not, he really didn't think he could go on. Even if the answer was negative, the truth painful, Prota wanted the answer he seemed to have been searching for a long time.
"Of course, I'll always be honest with you," Frozen Milk wasn't lying.
To his characters, Frozen Milk tried to be as honest as possible. Especially in the face of Prota Frozen Milk couldn't spit out a single lie. His happy and naïve, innocent and bright, loving and protective protagonist, as much as possible, Frozen Milk wanted Prota to remain this way. To be himself.
"Thank you, Frozen Milk."
These words cause Frozen Milk to tremble greatly.
Was this really a farewell? Unknown to Frozen Milk tears formed in his eyes.
Prota noticed Frozen Milk's shaken form and widened his eyes. No, did he say something wrong?
Prota panicked and touched Frozen Milk's hand tenderly caressing it. Frozen Milk laughed. Prota was still Prota.
"Tell me," whatever it was, Frozen Milk was ready for it.
Prota intertwined his fingers with Frozen Milk and then with all the stars dancing in his eyes, with his most beautiful smile, Prota said, "I like you Frozen Milk."
A second passed.
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3
"It's not a simple like, it's love. It's a romantic like. I love you, Frozen Milk. From the bottom of my heart, I want to give you the best and make you the happiest in the world."
Prota's heart beat like crazy, he anticipatingly stared at Frozen Milk's wide eyes.
Out of everything, Frozen Milk never thought Prota would confess. Certainly, it was obvious, Prota's affection. But love. Was it really love?
Frozen Milk was even more shaken. W-What should he do? In front of Prota's earnest eyes, Frozen Milk….
"Frozen Milk, you can be honest with me. You can reject me, that's fine. If you give me a chance, I'll wait for you," surprisingly Prota was really mature.
Frozen Milk thought Prota was still Prota. But from the day they've met until now, Prota has also changed.
"However, if you accept me, then please accept this kiss," Prota was even more nervous.
He couldn't bear it if Frozen Milk pulled away but he already resolved himself to do this. There was no escaping anymore.
No matter the answer, Prota would take it. As Prota's face got closer and closer-
Closer and closer towards Frozen Milk's lips, Frozen Milk remembered that Prota has done a lot of lewd things with Frozen Milk but never kissed him.
Was Prota a romantic to this extent? Then the answer Frozen Milk would give him-
Finally, Prota's lips came to a halt.
The softness of Frozen Milk's lips caused sparks to fly in the air and unbelievable joy to spread.
Soft and delicious. Frozen Milk's lips, Prota would claim them his forever.
Hey guys, please read all of this!
like mentioned above this is an alternative ending. If you've rooted for Prota to be the ML, then here you go. They live happily ever after with, cough, still the rest of the harem chasing after Frozen Milk.
If you prefer the harem ending, then disregard this and dance in the bliss of Frozen Milk's soft peach's misfortune having to be divided by 6 suitors.
Now onto the important stuff: THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for all of your support and love for this book. I'm really happy you enjoyed it and I was really touched to see your comments and your thoughts about this story.
I have a confession to make: This is actually my first 'proper' novel or rather light novel(?) I've written with my own characters, plot and world and story. Before then I have always only written fanfiction...cough...cough
So, to see this is well-received, it makes me really happy! I can't thank you all enough!
And with this the book comes to an end. Thank you for being on this journey with me and I hope I'll see you in another book of mine!
PS: Also, it pains me to see that this is only one chapter short of 100 chapters. I cry.
As you can read the title, hopefully, I finally have heard the prayers and secret curses directed at me, so I, the almighty and omniscient matcha lover, have no choice but to submit myself under my suffocating fate, and shall not be as Frozen Milk is- an author who gets off of his blackened readers!
So, here you go, character descriptions of each character. Although, I gotta be honest, when I wrote the story I kind of knew how the characters look like but also don't, like when you dream of people but then you wake up you feel it in your memory what their appearance looks like but it's so blurry or uncertain that you can't recall how they really look like but the faint impression is there. Does that make sense?
Anyways, here we go. Also, shout out to this one picture I found that made me accept doing this because I was really not into revealing their appearances as I wanted each reader to have their own imagination. Now that I write what I have for them in mind, it feels like I'm denying all the little, cute and useless pics you drew in your heads.
And yes, I'm trying to ramble on and on in hopes you get so frustrated you drop this chapter and stop reading LMAO
Ok, I'll start for real, for real now, please put down your voodoo doll thank you. Also, there's some unimportant info dumps here as well and unnecessary details, so suck it up, I'm gracing you with some good ol' FAQ no one asked for. (I swear I'm acc a very nice, kind and lovely person irl, I just dare to be sarcastic and arrogant like this online- yeah, this was also a dab at all the 'nice' guys, will I get skinned alive for this? Probably. Will I care? Probably not. Watch me cry myself to sleep then.)
Frozen Milk:
Oh man, ohhhhhh man. We're starting with the most difficult case here huh. I absolutely have no idea what Frozen Milk looks like, altho I've described him as a tender and soft guy, because, well, he's a bottom ahahaha
He's just milky, if that makes sense, a milky boy, pale skin that gets bruised easily so you can vividly see the hickeys drawn all over his body, black hair, peach coloured eyes (totally not because of the cliche peach blossom eyes pfft)
He's quite tall, but still exudes innocence and tenderness, the type you want to bully, tease and mess with, the type that looks cute and fragile, the type you want to see tear up and cry, the type you can't help but want to protect but oh damn, his mouth is more vicious than a huge anaconda slinging around your a**
Basically, a huge contrast between his appearance and personality, yous should know how his personality is, but do not be mistaken! I repeat, Frozen Milk is tall and his body is quite lean with a bit of muscle, after all, he didn't spend training with the monks for 2 years (altho he mostly did chores, it's still hard work!)
So he seems like a milky boy but when he undresses he can still make you salivate.
Basically, if you know the chinese expression, he looks like a small milk dog but when he wants he can appear as a small wolf dog but poor Frozen Milk, you might make the readers want to be a bottom, but you still will forever be a bottom, you can't escape your fate.
At least Mr A is there to soothe your heart.
Frozen Milk: Fuck, couldn't you at least leave Holbe as a bottom?
MatchaMilk: No.
Frozen Milk: You're a worse wannabe author than me.
MatchaMilk: I don't care, go and suffer your fate
Prota:
Hmm, this one is fairly easy but at the same time not. Truth be told, the reason this story came into being was because of 'svsss'' sidestory of airplane bro and the villain. I wrote the first chap in mind having the villain as the ML but then somehow it turned into this mess (also it wasn't because I was afraid this would become a total copy of the sidestory, you were. Altho yeah, because I was worried about it being too similiar, this kind of damn self-mocking tinge of flavour was indebted in the story)
But I loved airplane bro's chara too much and the humour, that's why you have this masterpiece, thank the author. Also, fyi altho you didn't ask, I sent the first two chaps to my tutor (aka uni prof) bc he asked me to show him some sample of my writing, and fck until now I heavily regret it, like would you show your teach this fuckn story? Would you? Altho, it was only the first two chaps and he said it was quite meta and interesting (ha, noob, there's an abundance of this premise and concept, jk, I love my tutor, he's great)
Prota: Aren't we talking about my appearance?
MatchaMilk: Shut up and suck it up, it's my time to shine, ok?
Anyways, back to my point, basically, Prota resembles bingmei but ofc he's not a carbon copy of bingmei. No, no, no.
In most cases, I don't like long hair on guys, so here you go Prota, in this aspect you're different, your black hair is short and not wavy. What else, hmm, Prota's handsome, tall, clingy, a humper (cough), and he has slighty red eyes, they're not blood red, more like brownish red, does that make sense?
In any case, when in doubt imagine a Bingmei with short hair and reddish eyes and without a mark on his forehead.
Prota: So, I was the product of a copy?
MatchaMilk: Shut up and suck it up.
Prota: Why so mean??? Frozen Milk!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tears up*
Frozen Milk: Dammit, seriously? You suck you stupid creator!
Prota: Yes, you go Frozen Milk!
Frozen Milk: *ego inflates*
MatchaMilk: *reads up instructions on how to completely erase the existence of written characters*
Glimpse Water:
Well, doesn't his name already foretell his appearance? I'm pretty sure I've mentioned in one chapter about Glimpse Water's blue eyes, yet yous just dont properly read huh? (LOL)
Basically, Glimpse for his light blonde hair and Water for his erm, watery blue eyes? (LOL)
Tada Glimpse Water!
(Inspired by Frozen Milk ok? Don't @ me.)
Next one.
Glimpse Water: Wait, that's it?
MatchaMilk: What else do you want? Want me to describe your ince*tious tendencies?
Glimpse Water: *chokes on water that has been glimpsed*
Ah yeah, I wanted to keep Glimpse Water's slightly bratty and tsundere nature, or the fact he was sceptical about Frozen Milk at first and taunts him, a dangerous lil boy, but still can't keep his desires for himself, but then for whatever reason he started to cling onto Frozen Milk. Sigh, why couldn't he keep being a consistent chara?
Glimpse Water: *Wants to protest but is still choking*
MatchaMilk: Wth is even this 'water that has been glimpsed'?
Also, Glimpse Water is handsome but pales compared to Prota, Vil and Bro, but he has his own charm, he's shorter by a few cm and hmm, I have this image of him in my mind but I don't know how to describe it. Like you see in anime or manga that one cheerful or teasing guy with very short hair, looks good but can't compare to heartthrobs but you still fall for them? Kinda like Haruki from aoharu x kikanjuu or Mikhail from Crimson Karma (by the way highly rec) or even the blondie from Violet Evergarden and several more, like these types of chara
Ofc our son author is more muscular and also huge down there. *Wink* *Wink*
Holbe:
Ah, I'm torn on this one. It's hard to describe the personification of beauty (and not bc I'm lazy or unimaginative)
But I imagine Holbe with either black long hair like a shy, innocent maiden, appearing very vulnerable with the infamous peach blossom eyes but also very tempting and unknowingly seductive, or because she's the holy beauty with long blonde/golden hair and sparkling eyes, instead to appear vulnerable and innocent, she looks more bright and dazzling but ofc with the ice cold touch of her cold aura and poker face. So kinda like sun that is frozen by ice?
Then she also has that captain of the knights look, so she also appears badass and her posture is very straight and she's elegant in everything she does, until well at the end she turns nuts for Frozen Milk like all the other charas.
Either way, you guys choose, but I can't imagine her with white hair making her seem like frozen ice. hehe you get it?
Holbe: I look however hubby prefers me.
MatchaMilk: Let's be honest...there's no magic, so you only have one standard look, get over with it.
Vil:
This damned M villain huh, I really am not sure. But yes, he's very ripped and tall, the kind of ripped that makes you want to drop your panties for him even in public, very strong, yes yes.
Short brown hair, menacing aura, the kind that makes you want to strip and pleasure yourself on top of him, ok, piercing green eyes that when they stare at you, you shiver under his dark desires and feel like he's undressing you just with his eyes
But all this imposing and fierce, dark, magnetic (whatever adjective) aura melts to make way for his M heart and body, but he's still the top
Large hands, muscular arms, able to hold you around your waist while you take him in sitting on his lap, a very naughty and dark gaze, able to push you down and make you question your sanity when he's towering over you and-
Vil: Are you... perhaps simping about me?
MatchaMilk: *cough* *chokes* no?
Vil: Why is my description different than all the others?
MatchaMilk: I just need them to have a feel for you.
Vil: this is se*ual harrassment, only My Lord can talk about me this way
MatchaMilk: *rolls eyes* alright, alright, to be fair, you're not even my type, I prefer someone with your appearance but with Prota's personality, still who's v good at topping and exuding his dark desires type of fcked up shit ig
Vil: Are you telling you regret giving me this personality? Why are you telling everyone about your preferences?
MatchaMilk: Shut up and just do your Lord, I have enough fictional charas I'm simping over. Begone you wannabe thot
Oppoa:
I seriously have no goddamn clue who that guy from my cover's supposed to be hmm, but let's say that's Oppoa. Yup, go back and take a look at that fighting maniac.
Honey Bro: (Actually here's a pic of bro I found somewhere but since webnovel doesn't allow to post pic, you can check it out on wattpad where I also posted this book)
It was this pic I saw while being on douyin that made me go, fuck he totally looks like how I described honey bro. So, all of you bow down to this pic that grants you the chance of characters description. When I saw this pic, I was like, yup yall need to see this.
Do I need to go into detail? See those golden eyes, see that golden hair, see this charming prince aura, see his muscular body, his narcissistic self, this fckn handsomeness embodied in a person, doesn't he look like a bright god yous need to kneel down in front of and lick every part of his body? Why? Of course, because he's honey bro!
Perfect. Perfection. Ultimate perfected perfection. So what is the thing he lacks? His weakness? the stain in this impeccable appearance? Ah yeah, everyone say it with me-
'Bro'
Yes, sorry handsome sadistic prince, the only reason why Frozen Milk cries for you is because he gave you such a shitty name.
Next one!
Bro: Are you now simping over me? After my brother?
MatchaMilk: Well, if you look like the pic then possibly
Bro: Don't you like guys that have the feeling of 'dark'?
MatchaMilk: Well, dark as in ... in bed ahahahahhahaha makes sense? If you look like this and push me down with a hot smirk and dark desire swirling in your eyes, ofc. Damn, this pic is too handsome
Bro: .........................
Bro: I don't wanna look like this anymore
MatchaMilk: Shut up and suck it up. Suck your honey back into your pores *leaves*
Bro: I'm an S and an S needs an M, and not someone like you!
Mr A:
Don't lie, your guilty pleasure is reading those CEO novels, right? I bet it's the kind Mr A writes. So, Mr A is your typical overbearing CEO, short black hair, muscular body, especially his chest in a suit (mamma mia)
Blue eyes, very handsome, tall but acc a maiden in heat
Mr A: I demand more.
MatchaMilk: Describe yourself then.
Mr A: Can't you just show a pic here.
MatchaMilk: No.
Mr A: Frozen Milk wants me the most. Frozen Milk please top m-
MatchaMilk: *shoves him away* no nsfw here.
System:
You should already know how he looks like, I've described him in the system side story, go and read it if you haven't already. Also, maybe you get more gist of his appearance in his own story whenever that will appear hahaha...haha...ha (maybe in a millennium)
Presence:
Aka Eric, well just like Frozen Milk I have no idea how he looks like, even in the story I'm writing about him, it remains a mystery ahahahahhahahahahahah
but basically as Eric, short black hair, tall and muscular, loved by the whole world kind of handsome
Short height comparison:
Prota, Vil, Bro and Mr A: very tall, the kind of tall you want your handsome men and daddies to be
Glimpse Water: shorter by 2-3 cms
Frozen Milk: shorter than Glimpse Water by 7 cms
Holbe: the height every woman wants to have (whatever that is), shorter than Frozen Milk by 10cm
System: as tall as Prota
Presence: as tall as Glimpse Water
Oppoa: as tall as Frozen Milk
Charas: FFS, just give us a proper number.
Fine, Frozen Milk is 180 cm ok? Do the maths yourself then hmpf
That's about it, I guess?
Again thanks so much for reading and staying until here. btw I'll publish the Eric story in march ehehe
I posted this way back in february on other sites but not on webnovel, even though this book finished on webnovel first. Sigh, I'm sorry
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