chapter 2. ran away. Maverick
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"I can do this!" I said to my reflection and picked my blazer from the back of the couch, and it took me 2 fucking hours to find this shitty venue. And saw her Camaro standing in the parking lot. Instantly check the number plate, yes it's her.
"Thank god she is here," I said to myself and stepped out to see her.
After 3 years, it was my time to face my doings.
I never thought I will ever be able to face her, shame guilt left me useless, when today I finally chose to face her here I m standing gathering my courage to go inside this venue like my feet are were cemented suddenly. I stood there in silence for minutes.
Telling myself that "she won't kill me, but if she wants to kill me then also I won't stop her" I plastered a smile and went inside. Just after being here in the same city and not seeing her is killing me inside.
I need to see her, maybe then I will feel peace.
I am not expecting forgiveness for what I have done to her in the past, but at least I want to tell her how sorry I am for hurting her and breaking her trust in me. If she chooses to listen to me I want to tell her everything.
As soon as I stepped inside, My heart Skipped some beats in real. I could feel her there. I knew the moment she will know I am there she will run away. I
as if I was under a Spell my eyes went on a search for her, and before I call my mind to tell me what to do, my body took long steps in her direction. And saw her sitting, head down. Draped in Red gown, eyes closed and knew she was having a battle in her head.
When she looked up, those eyes, that hurt Was the same as it was years ago. That same hurt which has killed me a thousand times in these years. Those emotions were the same as they were years ago, and I wanted to kiss away those tears which were welling up in her eyes.
Like she could hear my words which I was saying in my head, she was visibly Uncomfortable. I took my chance and greeted her to which she looked scared.
Her scared expression killed me there on spot.
I counted till 5 in my head, I knew in 5 seconds she will be out from her, the glass slipped out, from her grip and she started to walk away. A smile came on my face, somethings never change I guess.
She ran away just like I knew she will and she said something about "no more family gatherings"
This lady right in front of me, she is running away from me once again. Showing me her back. When I want to apologize for my doings, when I want to ask her forgiveness, she is running away.
ONCE AGAIN? I WON'T LET IT HAPPEN.
I called her name, but she never stopped, even didn't turned. Farther she was from me more it hurt me. Which left a knife stabbed in my heart, she has been avoiding family bcoz of me?
Like my heart told me what to do I asked her to stop once again, she should stay, No one needs this jerk ruining the party anyway, I should be the one taking off from these people... From her. She didn't stop.
I went to follow her, this everything happening was wrong.
But. She didn't stop, she left again but this time I am going to chase her. I will correct myself. I won't let her go this easily once again.
As soon as I reached out on the parking lot, she shouted at me that she won't stop, and told me to basically fuck off but in her own way.
WON'T GIVE UP ON HER THIS TIME, WITHOUT ANY FIGHT.
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