Chapter 35: Please take me to jail
. Eventually people come and start to gather around. They were all shocked , they thought I killed her. I don't blame them, I'm covered in blood and I was the only one around. I lost hope and I wanted to die. I didn't want to hurt anyone else, I cant let anyone else I care about die like this. My father eventually comes through the doors shocked, I think he froze because he looked terrified.
I look around eyes blurry from the tears, everyone looked frightened. I look down at the knife and look at Sky's cold body and look at my father and cry even more my eyes are hazy and lose there natural shine and are left dull drained of life, my face was pail and I had tunnel vision. I don't want to die, but what else can I do.
I reach for the knife my hands shaking. I look up at my father taking my last glance at him and then look down at the knife in my hands. He notices what I'm about to do and runs to me. I still try to pierce my heart so I can share the same fate that I gave my master. I try to do it but my dad grabs my hand and squeezes it, when I did not let go and kept pulling it towards my chest he squeezes me so hard I feel something in my hand snap making me drop it.
This is the first time I've seen my father so scared. He let's go of me in a panic knowing he broke something. I collapse in my dads arms and whine to him "please just let me die... why did you stop me... pl-ea-se. Mas-ter...dad I killed her, I-I killed sky....master...what the hell...masterrrrrrr", I say this shakily "what on earth have I done".
I'm traumatized, in my mind I know I have so much to live for but the sun is blocked by so many storm clouds, just like the fear overwhelming me is hiding my will to live. After I gain a bit of control of my crying I am left in a state of gloom. I softly tell my dad to please take me to jail. He even now is conflicted, not knowing the right decision. He stands up with me in his arms. I'm still rather small and short so it is fine. He leaves the dojo behind and carries me back to the castle. The whole way back I'm silent, trapped by my nightmares. I cry off and on until we get to the dungeon. He leaves me in one of the most comfortable cells but I don't even think I deserve that.
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